Some people are like rain
and others are like snow.
Some will make your petals wilt,
and some will help you grow.

Sometimes..
I am too needy
Too dependent
Too emotional

Sometimes..
I am too kind
Too vibrant
Too delusional

Sometimes..
I am too intrigued
Too clingy
Too infatuated

Sometimes..
I am too bold
Too honest
Too complicated

Sometimes..
I feel alive
But most times I don't

Sometimes..
It's hard just to stay afloat

Love is like water
And I'm dying from thirst
Sometimes, just sometimes..
I want to be put first

I once dreamed of an angel

One with dark broken wings

Rotting in the pale light

it told me that its job was to **** monsters and all the bad things

But when it came closer to me I saw that it was no longer smiling

I felt the sharp pain of death take me

And I knew why it had chosen me

And I didn't blame it either

Because if that dark angel were me, I would've done the exact same thing

Brandy was always there for me when I got sad.
Always there for me when I wanted to die.
Brandy was strong and tried to fix the problems, but never really could.
I can see the bottom of the bottle already.