Troubled feelings I can't hide
Life is fighting against the tides
Of things that control my mind
How I wish the waves would rise

To take me down into the depths of the sea
Where only silence will rush to greet
And thoughts will prey on a confused mind
And falling down through endless time

Save my soul oh god of life
Don't let me end my days on strife
In troubled by the life I've had
Never good but never bad

Slowly sinking last breath drawn
Thoughts are now almost gone
Darkness rushing up to me
My dim lifeless heart
That cannot be

MOON FLOWER
In my sleep last night
I found myself on the moon ,holding
a flower in my hand, and this it said me
'This flower is real--you are not dreaming'.

Lo , my love gave me the flower
before I went to bed
he left too soon
and tears I sadly shed

Colourless taint of heart so cold
Smiling now at the very soul
That she destroyed with a whimsical pout
Bored of him I have no doubt

But she the queen of pain and hurt
Hasn't met me the one with the smirk
An eye for a bad girl the taste of fresh blood
Think I'll make her mine to love

Hurt as you may queen of all pain
You know that today I'll take it away
Melt your iced heart with kisses of fire
Yeah that's me, your ***** desire

Come to me now and feel this love
Lay yourself down baby I'll come from above
Put my heat inside that body so cold and alone
You never gonna need
To prey alone

So you the baaaadddd iced heart
**** you ain't nothing now
Just a notch on my bedpost
See I told you how
I'll warm up your heart and burn you right down
No more ice queen, hell she left town.

Her brown eyes crept up to me.
Delicate and wide.

I could see the love of her mother,
And pride of her father.

A universe stretched out farther then the eye could see,
Filled with shining stars,
And faceless scars.

Her stare had an ingenious beauty.
Like a meadowless daisy.

Her glare had an artless grace,
Like colorless vase.

This glow was naive from the broken lives,
Wondering on this fallen world.

This credulous light,
Waiting to be ripped by jealousy.

I almost wanted to hold her there,
Away from the horrors in life.
Far from Apollyon's hands,
Like a guardian in the night.

Her innocents daring to walk on this thin rope,
Called hope.

Then, I saw with my waking eyes.
A white aisle covered by heavens flowers,
Congregations starring at her beautiful smile.
Oh, what a lovely mile.

For, there I knew
Her life was a magnificent design-
That wasn't mine.

I let her go into the hands of the divine,
Where she waits for her Valentine.

Oh, Lord I know you will hold her tight,
As she waits for her fearless knight.