I see the way you lookin at me
I know, I know, you think I'm pretty
Yea girl I got you in a trance
Trying to pretend you didn't want a glance
I got that face all the ladies love
My height keeps me up and above
Im that tall dark and handsome
Where do you think my confidence comes from?
You can slide up next to me
I'll have time for you when I'm free
Ay girl don't get mad at me
This is what it's like to be a celebrity

Why must bad things happen to good people
Is it because the world chooses to do so?
Everyone says life isn't fair
Some people live it like they just dont care
They treat others with such brutality
Doing whatever they please constantly
They prey on those that trust too much
Doing and saying anything just so they can get a touch
A touch and taste of what they believe is power
Having control over what a person decides to do
Control that takes away
Control that invites strife
All because people treat others so terrible in this life

It's been 3 months since his passing
The loss is starting to set in
I feel lost when I think about it
I try not to but at times like these it sinks in
Nobody understands how I am  feeling
I don't want to deal with family
Not my siblings,  cousins,  aunts,  uncles not no one
I just want to be left alone to suffer in solitude
My sister keeps trying to change me
She doesn't give up and she's making me angry
I can't stay here much longer.
I still have thoughts of suicide as escape forever
Then I have thoughts of just leaving for a long period of time
Away from all of them
Just to see if I can repair this wretched heart