the world spins so fast
that i'm afraid to blink
in case i lose my footing
and fall away to the end of the universe
without you.

6 days
is not long enough
to fall in love
with a person.
he is a person.
he has feelings and angers and love of his own.
he is so much more
than a favorite color.
he is more than 20 questions.
even i
don't know half of what he is.
i don't even think
HE
really knows who he is.
and for all i've done
i cannot say
that i believe that you
will ever
love
him.

what if the sky went pink
and the birds stopped their chirping
if the world stopped its turning
what if i took your hand
and pulled you closer
if i held you forever
what if i kissed you then?
just before the sun slept
before the crickets sang
and important things
began to happen?
what if
what if we had that moment
that one second
of just
us?

There comes a point where you dance.
And not the same for everyone,
but you must dance.
Because when your heart has been still and stuck in sadness
you must give it a little chaos after.
After what, you may ask?
After you're broken.
After your heart feels absolutely shattered to its core.
After you and your love have been at war.
After a long day at work.
Just after.
Anything.
Anything, where your heart has hurt
you MUST dance.

if i write you
will you love me
if i kiss you
will you kiss back
if i hurt you
will you leave me
if i break you
will you find happiness again

dont give me your heart
because i am clumsy
and i will likely drop it
then step on it
and not even realize what i've done