LiteratusZR

LiteratusZR Nov 2020

𝐒ordid pictures of regret knowing that I can't hold your cold heart and pale face anymore. No metaphors would still keep me alive. Baby, I loved you even before I knew you were gonna break my heart to pieces. Smoking was your escape, your rest, and solace. So, I put my heart at ease knowing that you won't find any comfort other than a cigarette.

𝐓hen news came in; Your lips doesn't hold cigarettes anymore. You've found your own comfort. You asked me once how do I describe myself. Well, my answer is I'm a coward for not telling you I love you. You are the dangerous drug that I will always be addicted to.

𝐔nsustainable feelings; That's all I have. Your enigmatic eyes that I love while breathing the atmosphere of sorrow will turn into crescent for another man.

Hope you like it.

#lonely #sad #bestfriend #love #unconditional

LiteratusZR Dec 2018

god of war

Always named as a demon
For I always seek for war
For my misery that seems to deepen
I drag them down to the core.

Prudent of them all
Unheeding what's in my surroundings
Clever in many ways so I have them thrall
They always lose so I got them howling.

#war

LiteratusZR Dec 2018

seven deadly sins

Craving for a lost soul,
Darkness all over my head
Happy when you're miserable,
Your jealousy I know where it'll lead.

Ecstatic feeling for your lust,
Your wrath that fed my heart.
Wrap my body with your pride that last,
For my demons on your head that chant.

#lust #pride #sloth #wrath #greed #gluttony

LiteratusZR Dec 2018

hell beneath me

I'm just 19
Made of poison
Thoughts not clean
I told you my reason

Forgive me
I can't do this anymore
Just want to be free
And set my lifeless body to the floor

#suicide #sadness #depression #die

LiteratusZR Dec 2018

Trypophobia

I showed you a picture
of an Trypophobia disease
As you shout and tremble in fear
I laugh at you as you please

You ran away
And I do not care
You didn't chat me for a day
So I called your mother if you're there

She said you didn't go home
So I searched for you
I heard a news as I roam
A girl who died and they feel so rue

I went to that place
As I see, you have holes in your body
Just like that disease
They shot you countless time and it's so ******

LiteratusZR Dec 2018

born in misery

I am born
With tragedy written on my blood
Everyday I mourn
With these thoughts in my head

Crying with a rue
Smiling so phony
I am dying
Do you have a clue?

My demons, telling me that I'm lonely
That I shouldn't exist in this world
For I am useless and worthless
I am not happy for I am numb

Do you notice it?
Or you just see this worn out mask.

#sadness #misery #emptiness

LiteratusZR Dec 2018

stop mom, i love you.

Grunting in pain
As he uttered "mom p-please don't hit me"
My tears fall like a rain
When she said that "you're a disgrace to me!"

She continue to punch me in my face
He yelps while mumbling "M-mom stop"
Her words hurts more than these bruises
My vision is going black as I feel my body drop

Someone slap me hard
And saw that mom did it.
I raise my arms for my face and guard
"Mom it h-hurts" I mumble as I feel that solid hit

#physical #abuse

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