You was once somebody I’ve loved
You sat in the clear view of my world and I’ve watched you from close view move further into the distance
You went far beyond my reach that I seen what appeared to be a dark spot
In the end I couldn’t chase you even if I wasn’t that far away
You was once somebody I’ve loved
It seemed like we breathed each other’s air in the only thing is you’ve taken all of mine away
In the end I’m at lost

By: Relaire

Force my hands back in my pocket
As much as I wanna touch you
I'll take the tears of happiness back to replace them with the things that I couldn't grow.
Give me my soul of heart
Give me my soul of faith
I'll be on my way
Finding another walkway
I'm wanted somewhere else
Not you

By: Leory Santana Dawn

To give or take is an act of creation beyond the simple measures of life itself
Beauty is not in the world
but in thy eyes
We create an images of the world
making life beautiful
But if we open our eyes more
The truth is exposed

Beauty is only an illusion

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Being closed minded and being ignorant could never be justified...
It serves no purpose for those whom desire a place where one lives freely as they were born

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Will I become the pages in your diary?
A breath taker created in the form of words,
a title to tell a story of a prince fighting his way to you, an idea of creativity and distraction
Will you rip me from your diary if I only brought to you sorrow
a flow of words that others won't comprehend other than yourself.
How many endings will you make of me until everything falls into place?
Will I become your final sonnet ?
Continue giving breath to your diary filled with words

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Perfect question
Are we not aware of our self pride that allows us to be fooled by what should happen next?
We find passion by every excuse; exercising our minds to believe that we’re so great and not once is there an inch of realization upon what may be right or wrong.
What can be right can turn into what is actually wrong... what is wrong can be right
I’m scared to believe that I can live my life going to an end at anytime
But grateful to live this dream as if it was real.

I’ll become a stain in your sheets
Let myself go to be without you
A fragment without choice
Reason
Dye your dreams vividly

By: Ilah Relaire

Light years; I've told myself that I'll find my way to you
I won't lose you
I'll keep you
I'll keep you forever

Centuries; I've told myself that I'll turn reality into a fairytale
cast a spell to be away with you
Away we shall go
Don't let the time slip away from us sweetheart
Don't let the clock beat you

Decades; I've told myself that I'll keep you close
Vain to vain as one
Our blood as one
I'll keep you close
I'll struggle with you through age

Years; I've told myself I should plan ahead of myself to make you mine
I'm still working on the beginnging
A love story in the making

Weeks; I've stayed up bringing life to my promises
I won't lie to you nor myself
I'll keep you

Days; I've counted the hours preparing myself to be your light in the dark
Guiding you towards something beautiful...

A possible chance of ( US )

By:Leory Santana Dawn

Kiss me when we're in life's fabric
kiss me with life's fabrications
Hug me when there's nothing more to hold onto as everything gets covered by the mist
Look at me exhaling your last breath to say those three words that everybody misuses
" I love you "
Promise me that the darkness won't cover your eyes and you'll continue to see my action of love
Rome in mance
Romance

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Plant this pain within your womb; all the emotions at it's finest print and all these senses at it's developing core
Flower this soul with it's remaining roots
Dry and brittle
But worth saving.

Spring this heart into a fern but firm with steadiness. Birth this development into belief.

By: Ilah Relaire

I suffocate in my reality of living
I'd rather much be anywhere but here
If this is hell then I must agree it's a beautiful mess oppose to the heavens that others speak of that I've yet seen.
My thoughts are like sparrows within the winds of this hell and a tale to be told and not heard
I'd rather much be dying of nothing oppose to dying with complications of analysing life by it's consistent source of energy and what comes in every package
I'm a empty glass of water and a struggle for myself to drink from and yet I'd rather be the dirt that grows weeds to be pulled from
My insight is valued as nothing more than a sight that's obvious... Life is a nightmare to sleep on when everyday ends the same with the same thoughts.
To tell many of you the truth that reads this I truly rather be trapped within my sleep other than be here with any of you.
Living deprives you of your last even when you gain more

******* kisses within the night
Nightfall will take me away
Collect my thoughts in a paper bag
You'll see the bag rip open
place your smooth hands upon my face
to tell me "worry no more; everything is going to be okay"...
I know you're a liar from that empty statement
Kiss me off to my sweet adventure called life
I hope not to run back to you
Abuse the word love repeatedly
I know you're full of ****
You can't help it
Keep telling yourself that you can't live without me
please don't choke off those words
I enjoyed the fairy tale of your comfort
Now you've opened my eyes
I salute myself
for never caring

By: Leory Santana Dawn

My bandages are wrapped tightly around my body; yet I feel the pain from every angle.

My cup overflowing with  disapproval, disappointment, and fear that is greater than hope.

I'm in panic to face my shadows in the sea. The sea that reaches hell in the matter of seconds that moves faster than earths time.

Pull me away...

Pull me by the hand and not my heart for that I'll lose the very thing that keeps me from giving up. Unrivaled by the killers that lie await in the darkness to take me apart.

please help me escape...

My skeleton is so fragile. I can still feel my feet walking towards other paths that'll lead me out of this darkness to meet my fate, my fate to change my dimmed light for something that'll sharpen my vision on life.

I'll pace myself clearly when the days are within the morning light to show me my guidance and when her lips are locked with mine; I'll think of nothing more than that beauty within the moment of peace.

By: Leory Santana Dawn

No...
I sit in the emptiness within my inner world wondering what's actually left of me to offer, to sacrifice, and to be used. My peace is not within this world but in the art of finding a chance to live.
Here I sit close to my death capturing the images that'll never escape my mind.
How  far is the drop where my body will lie and will it all end? As I expect it to...
Time overlaps
Different faces, voices, touches, and living souls have told me that there will be a day where I wouldn't see anymore falling tears from my eyes, heart breaking moments that would only make me think otherwise about not having hope.
Here I sit in my darkness capturing those words in my ears to only find out it was all a hoax, trickery to my own heart that God has bestowed upon me before my coming as God has wrote.

Did he not write about my happiness?
Did he not write about my peace?
Did he not write about my sanity?

I'm unwilling to find out...

I can only beg God for the mercy that he grants to those that are in a corner lonely within the thoughts of figuring out how to end misery, the destruction that reappear daily whenever I fall for the littlest thing such as time, hope, and prosperity.

Peace is death with nothing more to worry about other than which path to take after death...  Hell or heaven

I'm not sure about my decision, my path in which I'll take if not this day but another day would be in between the heavens and hells as I already live it being alive.

I might awaken to a better start
With nothing left to be said other than my dreams were chaotic but yet beautiful

By: Leory Dawn

How many times in a day do we try to run away from our shadows?
Following us on our lonely trip called life;
This shadow these shadows are attached to our births and yet not our breaths.... attached to our spit as well as everything else.
Do our shadows die alongside?
Every decision we make is mocked by our shadows like
Kissing the lips of our false lovers

By:Leory Santana Dawn

They'll call me crazy
I have no care for this realm
I'll find you on the other side with open arms
Cracking smiles
Tiny waterfalls from your eyes
I can sleep forever knowing that I'll find you in my dreams
They'll call me crazy for not being able to let you go
But I know where my happiness lies
I've promised to visit you every night
Now I'm promising to stay
I hate to see you're face turn with emptiness when I awake
I've made my decision



By: Leory Santana Dawn

I slept in the heat of your beauty
A desire that wasn't promised but chosen
Crossing my mind you rained from the heavens of thought.
You didn't **** me with violence but with a form of love and I died within your hands to be brought back to life just to be with you again.
Your preciousness kept me awake

Hold me hostage within your misery
I'll gain the walks in your path
Push me furthest away
Please don't lose your way out of the darkness
The light from your eyes will fade away
I'll be your eyes when you lose your guard
Shall your rope be thin
I'll become the extra layers
You're reason to love
And be in love
Those two are always different
Do know this to be fact
I'll help you find your reason to wake

By: Leory Santana Dawn

I stare at the layers of your lips wanting them to brush against my skin like peddles dancing in the wind when it's spring;
feeling the fine print of your hands well defined by your touches  
like no other has ever touched me

As I watch you leave the front door exiting our palace; I beg for God's mercy to bring you back safely as you came that fist day we've met on the ocean side in the late spring
I count 23 days with the celebration of having you in my life plus the months

You say worry no more but I can't help but realize how much you mean to me and how much I want to make this small beginning a forever...
How much do you love me?
You ask so boldly
Little do you know I love you with everything that makes me who I am with my flaws and perfections
I love you like everyday is the last day to tell you that I love you

I love you that much to tell you ahead of time that I'm in love you

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Sowing seeds of pain
My tears will be the rain
My heart will be the sun
My emotions will be the seasons and my flesh will be the soil
I lie awake within a loop with many different faces
but the same outcome... A visible layout of my life
These souls take it lightly to be welcomed
in a heart that want's nothing more than to give love and receive
They run around the garden with trash falling from their  pockets
I'll put flame to the candle; for the remorse that takes place

By: Leory Santana Dawn

You're a starlight in the making
You shine
You shine so bright
If anybody doesn't notice you
I do

You move so swiftly
All my attention on you
Nothing else matters
Nobody can  come as close to having much meaning

You're a new definition
A living proof

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Do I give you the sweetest
oxygen to inhale
In exchange for you love
Your cravings are too much
You're carving yourself into wood pieces
Don't light your torch too fast as rain may come
I'll follow the ends of your mud prints

By: Leory Santana Dawn

My skin crawls
I wanna peel myself
I wanna break free
My sadness is everlasting
Take me away
I scream
Take me where the sunlight doesn't hit
Take me where the rain never reaches
Dig me a whole deeper than six feet
Toss my body where people afraid to go at night
Take me away
Take me.... ( weeping in tears )
I just wanna disappear
I don't belong here
You ask me where's my place in the world
I'll tell you about a place where only the dead goes
I'll tell you where the worms live

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Tears are reflections of an act
Test this with passion
Losing everything before your eyes
Tears are emotions
Finding reasons to feel
No subject
Not subjected
A killing desire to find a way to
Act upon what will come true

By: Leory Santana Dawn

They ate of my flesh while I stared in their eyes that cried for a brief moment. Their tears were of happiness; nothing more than my defeat. They flossed their teeth with my fragile bones feeling a thirst for my blood.
I've begged them to allow me to rest
They continued to rip me in pieces and put me back together to do it all over again and again.
They grinned and danced in my pain
God didn't come
God didn't see
They knew God wouldn't look too far right or left to find me in the scattered limbs

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Waking up with the other side of the world
You're too hasty to get to where you're going please settle awhile.
Allow me to collect images of you in my head don't be so quick to leave soon.
  
A morning kiss will soothe my mind
If you just slow down for a second or two...
No minuets; seconds are too fragile in case you didn't know...
minuets seem to always last.

You move too quickly to get to nowhere
Don't hurt yourself trying to beat time darling

Stay still so I can inhale your scent
I don't wanna miss an inch of you

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Can go on with all of these questions about society as a whole; but the real question should be where does justice fall when it needs a place to rest ?
Can fight until the end of the world
End results will always be what have we gotten out of wasted energy,
intellect, and youth...

In fact nothing
We are all slaves to something
Even those that refuse to face reality

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Worshiping with a smile
There could never be another you
Elaine
Elaine
Seems to always come up in conversations
Worship away
Worship you
A time where time shouldn't exist
I wanna keep you forever
Forever a long time
But It'll be beautiful with you
Wonderful girl
You are wonderful

By: Leory Santana Dawn

I'm not what you need
only what you can use
Long conversations within the night
Touches with passionate kisses
Acceptive of your differences
Playing innocent
The easiest for you
I'm not what you what you want
Only what you're borrowing from the next
Pieces of lost happiness channeling your mind
Tight hugs that tell you a story of what shouldn't be lost
Long walks on the beach to make time go by quicker
I'm never going to be what you need
No sense in lying within a bed of lies to wake up
Convincing yourself that just maybe...ONE DAY....
ONE DAY
He can be the one to fill the empty space
I'm not what you're seeking or speaking of
Sorry
I'll play dumb for myself not you

By: Leory Santana Dawn

He became the very breath that she couldn't chase after as for her... she became the the tale of a lost woman
Together they were bonded

By: Leory Santana Dawn

I've been feeling dead inside
she doesn't know me deep inside

The broken is only fixed by those who are fixed

By: Leory Santana Dawn

We loved each other more through our mistakes

(To be continued)

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Where skin is torn by distruction
New skin is formed
Tears are whole
Life is molded into another form of beauty

Where lies are told to one ear to another
Many voices of the same lies are passed down until time is no more

Passion turns into empathy
As living bodies turn into dust
Something always become nothing

A beautiful meaning placed on everything to discribe the worlds twist and toss

Dead weight from a beautiful life of lies and finding meanings

By: Leory Santana Dawn

I'm without myself
But with an shadow of the future following behind my steps in life
Attached to my very exi it follows me throughout life with no feelings; but my physical body feels life rejection, happiness, and pain.

What does my shadow feel?

It doesn't even smile back at me.
It doesn't hug me.
It does nothing but follow me into death...

Signs of the failure
I'm too weak to even show the fear of the unexplained and unexpected; my very peace is in middle of nowhere and I've grown wary throughout each season to only get left for the things that are bound to happen.

I can't prevent
I can't stand aboard
I can no longer cry.........

I can only sleep and wake up to repeat the scenes from the other day as if  I'm under mind control and my soul continues to try to escape the guards to life.

To ease one's mind to ease your own in respect to the inevitable.

By: Leory Dawn

Where your soul is dismissed
You rely on the truth for finding a reason
To exist, love, hate, and perish

Bones to ashes we become
magnify on the time of losts and gain
How can we live when we're all struggling to breathe?

Truths become lies
Beauty becomes a phase
An illusion to find a reason to smile
And ask ourselves what made us happy while we lived

My understanding of how such a ****** up illusion can be so ugly that it becomes beautiful to indulge in the act of of finding who you are

What's a day when it's always night?
Ask yourself away

By: Leory Santana Dawn

Years of regrets
Drowning me in my sleep
Preventing me from moving
I'm missing something that'll never be rightfully mine.
Years of self torture
Self pity
Now I awake with carvings of my holy death set me free
Set me free for all the hours it'll take to rid this lost
Rid me of my desires
I find my lost in others but it's never the same
Touches
Tears
Breath
Words
Stubbornness
Compassion
Jolly faces happy to see me at ease from labor
All the days and nights blink at me in my face
She's not here
She won't be here
I find her often but she's not mine
I worry her no more  
I'm consumed by emptiness  
Rid me of the memories of her
Set me a new life so I can make it better next time around

By: Leory Santana Dawn

I fancy you
Why can't you see?
Are my sacrifices not meaningful?
You look past my way whenever I admit I've fallen
Why can't you hear?
Are your ears stuffed with wax?
If so you must remove the residue
There's a resolution
A resolution that'll cause you to notice me
I'm tired of being invisible
I would lay my hand upon yours but I'm afraid you'll feel nothing
Is it all pointless?
Am I your mistake?
Am I my own mistake?
Don't answer
I don't wanna know the sad truth

By: Leory Santana Dawn

They say be happy about the days God give you to live to experience another breath and all the humanly things that makes a person human. But I can't stress it enough on how ungreatful I am to even be alive and go through the things that makes me think. On a daily note I wake up with my own germs and the thought of aging simply for nothing. I once thought as you age things will get better though there would be minor setbacks; however life has taught me well to never underestimate. In my dreams I see my death as beautiful as ever some in which I'm hanging from the rope tied to the ceiling of my fan and some where I'm walking upstairs in my apartment to make it to the top of the world falling from the edge. When I awake I'm left to feel misery of another day. I've met God and the devil... They look like me just on the flip side they have power over what's to come in my unneeded life


By: Leory Santana dawn