Have you ever wondered if this world is the actual
hell we live in and if we are being tested
by how well we deal?
We are living in a place where pain, suffering,
and then ultimately death are of everyday existence
I understand that perception is everything here
and this world is an illusion generated by our perception
I am not trying to be a downer but the more I live
in this world the more I see it as a nightmare
that some days I just want to wake up from

This is not coming from my religious beliefs and I am
not saying that I am not grateful for everything I do have
Compared to a lot of other people in this world I do not
have it so bad and I know this.  This is coming from
a thought process I have been trying to come to terms with

Is there a bright light at the end of this very dark tunnel?
Of course we all have different journey's to take to get us
to that tunnel but while we are here our paths do cross from
time to time and we all have some of the same pains
sufferings and even death to overcome

My point is this...
We are all living in this hell together
Let's get through this hell together
This thought has become a shining
Ray of light in this dark
Find some comfort in this
and
Perhaps there is hope for us all

I must be the luckiest girl,
That's the way it seems,
Because you are in my every thought,
You're even in my dreams.

Your lips brush against my skin,
Your hand is holding mine,
My heart is pounding in my chest,
Our minds intertwine.

Across the world is somewhere,
My soul finds happiness,
It's hidden in your smile,
And your sweet caress.

My hands shake and quiver,
Nervous, but never scared,
Do you really know me?
Have you ever even cared?

My skin pale and lucid,
A blush sweeps up my face,
A shiver runs down my spine,
My pulse starts to race.

Everything in this moment,
Is just how it should be,
My heart Happy, once again,
Us together, finally.

He continues  
She does not breathe
He pretends to be something
She is empty, covered in bright pink
He is weak but has fake sewn in between
Her emotions sit on her sleeve
She is vulnerable to everything
He pretends not to see
Both lying inside
Isn't this the way life is suppose to be

Gonna
After a second
Examining the rise of her
Breast the darker
Pink of an ***** ******
Extending
The length of a second
The wealth of a lucky man.
Gonna
Just take a look slow all round the peak curvatures
Compare the pink
With the almonds the mauves
And cinnamons drink
Of  pallmall nicotinic
Sweats and long pauses
Now
I cull
Annihilate
The culinary incarnate
Etching with a
Claw on rock  her
Taste
Pawn her
Platinum diamond
For a soda and chips

Thoughts are warbling
Continuous
Sleep is not an option
Harmony demands recognition
To be scored
Without end* ...