Lord forgive me I am a sinner
I sin against you in doubt
I lie, I steal
I destroy our foundation of trust
I won’t even mention my lust
I Wear my sins and hide away in shame
All my misery and hardships sometimes my life feels like a game
But when I face these uncertainties what do I do
I hate to disappoint you sometimes I’m sad and I cry  
I am depressed
I am hurt
Is this how it should work?
………..
My dear Son
My dear daughter
Look at how you have grown
I smile looking at you everyday
I am with you when it hurts
Are you with me when it hurts?
Is this how it should work?
To stand by each other when it’s all good but Curse when it pain
What happened to our vows of trust?
Even death won’t do us part
Trust me when you in pain  
Never stop believing in the power that we have
I never give a person, anything they can't handle,
I told you, you’re the light for this world
Now hold our trust like a candle
Your faith is all I need
Even when you weak and when you in need
Your faith is all I need
Even when you can’t see what you seek
Your faith is all I need
Never doubt
This world is not enough that’s why I made you heaven
Just do well by my side
In all your truth and all your doubts
……….
Thank you father
…….
You are welcome my child.

It's the ones you ****
Everyday
Nothing said
Dead to us
Helplessness meets Emotionless
Brokenness
Shattered glass
breaks
a million times
It's the ones you ****

The year just ended in a blink of an eye
Tears have ran out we no longer cry
So many lives lost
Who is the imposter amongst us
Covid came and took over
Really can't believe the year is over
Grateful I'm alive
Sanitize your soul
Your hands wont save you