I catch my breath
This feeling keeps coming back
Will you just kiss me
My heart skips a beat
Butterflies
Your eyes
When they lock on mine
And then we start to unravel
Somehow your lips
End up on mine
It stops time
My mind races to thoughts
Of us alone
Our bodies intertwined
You inside of me
And I stop
I don’t want to do this to myself
Because I know how it could end
But for some **** reason
I can’t get you out of my head

Without you I can’t breathe
I try to let it all go
But the weight of life holds me down
Drowning in the stupidity surrounding us and
Absurd notions of people getting along
We are only human after all

Without you I can’t laugh
At the things that make me want to cry
Realizing how many things are overwhelming
But you always bring a smile to my face
Your eyes are my happy place

Without you I can’t sleep
So many nights I try to imagine
Laying in bed holding on to each other
Finding peace together in this world
Full of such horrible atrocities
That we want to melt away

Without you I can’t live
You make my days feel worth it
I have so much to live for
But with you
I feel like I have so much more

I don’t want to
Without you

Hands that make their way to my waist
Then one on the back of my head
I’m drawn in by your touch
Close our eyes
Lips that graze mine
Tongues that dance
Take a deep breath
Searching
Eyes that burn into my soul
We are just friends
None of this matters
It’s all just fun
Why does it feel like I’m on fire
We lean in for more
And we are lost for a little while
Oh that smile..
We can just do this forever
I tell myself it’s ok to fall into it
And we are lost again
Burning
Up in flames
Our friendship is on fire
Nothing to lose
If we play this right
I keep saying
Just one more night
But deep down I’m praying
For the fire to stay lit
Without burning everything we love
Including our friendship
Or do we just let it burn

My heart is like wildflowers
From your love
Maybe it’s not meant to be tamed
It comes and goes like seasons
Ever blooming and growing more each time
I cannot keep this love from growing
No matter what I do
I am a fool for you
This love like wildflowers
Spills over the sides of where it belongs
Sometimes
And I can’t just keep it inside the lines
You know I try
So many flowers growing
My heart keeps overflowing

This world is so loud
I close my eyes
Hoping for silence
Instead I’m blinded by the sound
Of the dissonance in my mind
I think about how I fell
Into your eyes
So many times
Hopeless for you
Always waiting for your kiss
And other things I miss
It’s my escape
My happy place
Seeing your face
Life swirls around me
And as strange as it sounds
I don’t feel alone when you’re in my heart
I never want us to start because then
Inevitably we end
And I don’t want the end
I’m so afraid to call us something
But we aren’t nothing
Our friendship is the constant
But when will enough be enough
When will we give in
Or do we just let fear win
Lost in my head
Wish we were still in bed

You do things to me
That I cannot find words for
You always find ways
To keep me wanting more
When we are together
It feels like we’re home
When we laugh
It’s makes me never want to be alone
When we are apart
My mind always wanders back to you
My heart seems to know better than I do
And I wonder if this is just
What a real friendship is, true blue
But my heart wants to stay true to you
Unwilling devotion
The fire between us has come and gone
It seems to get stronger each time
Instead of fading out
It just roars, at times uncontrollable
Overcoming with passion, burning
Our friendship catches fire  
All the while my heart calling my head a liar
Take away my needless fears
Help me stave off these helpless tears
By laying with me behind closed doors
I’ll show you mine, you show me yours
That’s what I am..
Hopelessly.
Yours.

Tender moments
In the early morning light
It’s quiet
Our bodies intertwined
You’re inside of me
I feel your arms holding on to me
Your warm breath
Slow and steady on my neck
Moving together
It’s just us
Naked
Alone
It feels like home
Don’t ever stop
I want to say
But words don’t escape my lips
Only soft little moans
Gasps of pleasure
Each slow ******
Brings me closer
To you