How can I love someone so much,
when they are the reason,
That I hate myself.

I wish you could see me,
not physically but emotionally.
Then you could judge me.
When you see just how ****** up
I am inside.

I thought I was me, with you.
But I was a blind woman,
who could not see the real..
Me or you.

when I said I love you,
remember that it's true.
When I said I trusted you,
Remember that I still do.
When I said I hated you,
I hope you know it's not true.
Remember when I got mad at you?
Because you said you loved me,
You said you trusted me.
But at the end,
You said you hated me also.
You hated me for something I didn't do.
Though you hurt me,
Know that I still love you.
But now........
*I am letting you go.

If only you cared for me,
I would not be the way I am.
If only you loved me.
I would not be feeling this way.

On my bed,
Thinking of how,
The people would react,
If the devil took me away.

A woman does not need a
Man that drags her down.
Just like how she does not need make-up,
To look beautiful.
A dress to make her ****,
High-heels to make her tall,
Because that's your job as her man,
To make her feel no insecurities.
I hope you know that,
If you don't,
Then step out of the way,
So the man that can treat her right,
Can go to her,
All the way.