Neex - Hello Poetry

Neex Jul 2015

¿Officially Broken¿

I'm being torn apart,
Bit by bit,
But no one,
Not even the one I count on,
Is here to save me.

**** it, I'm tired of this!

#life #pain #hurt #ugh

Jul 2015

Inked Papers

Drizzling Blues

Sometimes you just need rain,
sadness and a broken heart
in order to write.

#sad #melancholy #blues

Neex Jul 2015

-The Bitter Realisation-

I'd rather die standing,*
Than live on my knees.

Life gives no easy way out, without consequences.

#life #death

Jul 2015

Nicole Dawn

I Just Want...

I just want...
To look in the mirror
And not be disgusted

I just want...
To use my voice
Without telling a lie

I just want...
To wake up each morning
And not regret it

I just want...
To sleep at night
Without the nightmares

I just want...
To be able to think
And not want to cry

I just want...
To smile again
Without being fake

I just want...
To look at my wrist
And not see blood

I just want...
To live
For once in my life

*Is that too much to ask?

#life #want #need #pain #live #tired

Neex Jul 2015

!Love Is Non-existent Now!

You got drunk,
Too many times apparently.

Now you can't remember what we had,
You said you loved me,
Guess you really didn't.

These bleeding eyes are back,
***** it.

**** it, and I tried so hard to stop them from coming back.

#love #pain #hurt

Neex Jul 2015

Lacking..

The heart wants what it wants,
This heart never gets what it wants.

I don't even know how to feel anymore. False hope seems to be coming a lot more often.

#love #heart #hurt

Neex Jul 2015

~Fatally Falling~ (Part 6)

My mind was a mess,
Hormonal ramblings,
I hoped and wished
But I don't regret it.

Lord help me,
He drives me crazy,
But he's pretty amazing.

I don't understand it,
The way that I'm feeling,
He's so horrible,
But I just can't help it.

And a collection of poetry,
Can't explain it,
What I'm thinking,
What I'm feeling ,
I really hate it,
I really hate him.

P.s I love you too

#him #again