They bullyin to feel better from the life they've been livin Shouts so loud but can't talk about what they really feelin Acts so tough but cant handle being alone You attack the weak cause they got a home While you only have a house to live in Where people ignore you and others have been leavin
Aint nobody laughin but my life is just a joke Everyday i wear a mask go out there and i pretend That theres nothin wrong when inside i want to end My life if i could just take a rest for a while or accept that im depressed I try to fix my life but its already in a mess
Sometimes I wanna thank God he let the devil be with me So I'd be aware on whoever loves me Why didn't I notice I Should've known this I should've seen this I am turnin like her I'd take the risk Everyday it's her that I miss.
A couple months from now i dont know what i would say Cause they was always right Maybe i was born to fail There are people who is bound for greatness people who prevail And there are others that only thought theyd be great I wish i was the first but at the end of the day I can only dream if i can be like them I am somethin that nobody would appreciate
How will I be a winner? when I always lose How will I be proper? if everything I do is a mess How can I have happiness? when I am always depressed What is love? when everyday I am hated What is hope? when I'm disappointed How will I know warmth? when my heart is always cold Why would I hate bronze? if I never had gold Why would I treasure friendship? if enemies is all i got Why would I love you? if you never loved me back What is good? when I don't experience kindness What is light? if I'm living in darkness
What we have is fake cause it happened too fast You should have just avoided me cause I break hearts for breakfast And I try to fix it at lunch and hope everything's get better I regret what I did I regret everything at dinner
I see kids wonderin will he eat today How about tomorrow or next week How can they be the future if their body is too weak Then i mind my own like i saw nothin
I wasnt raised this way The government will tell you they got this **** it this aint what he promised He has to do somethin to fix this He said 6 months now he needs 6 years Next thing you know Its another promised we just hoped for.
The world lookin like hell This are the nightmares my parents tell Evil and sins where we humans fell But still savin the world aint the idea we dwell The game that we live rules arent fair Others cheat but we dont even care.
Everyday i wake up thinkin i can rule the world then i remember your name and suddenly it felt so cold You stripped away my confidence my memories are evidence of a girl that did nothin when for him shes the only thing that makes sense
Leave me today and fill me with sorrow I don't take hearts usually I just borrow I got nothing to say cause I know you'll return tomorrow And I'll never worry cause everything's alright I want you the next day guess I'll text you tonight
Why don't you leave you'll hurt your self Leave you broken then blame myself, Hurt you once then hurt you twice Feed you with this crazy lies Im not the man to fantasize When will you realize, Im a badboy gotdamn it Cant understand my mindset I love you girl thats not true i wanna tell you what i meant too young for true love sorry you are not it.
Why come back to me im nothin Arent you tired of cryin? For me there is no future Theres nothin else but torture I cant help myself but hurt her, Find a man that will treat you right Im the one till i left Broken hearts i always kept Leave you faster than a fighter jet
Kept myself from being insane Cant do anythin i was drained Gave her my all she never did call and to her nothin was gained, How can i save myself if i fell You and me ideas i dwell Never thought that youll leave me alone and let me suffer in hell.
Now i just wonder can i survive havin this much pain Alone forever waitin for someone, someone who never came Left there i was in vain In the middle of the rain On my knees i kept on callin but it seems that you forgot your name.
She looked me in my eyes like every thing's gonna be okay Just like the last time she kissed me and then she moved away, i am used to her actions I'd just be here and i will pray Sometimes i would think why do i gotta be so wrong Too many people in the world but now im left alone.
I told her that ill break her heart Then she said that its alright I said ill punch you baby with my fist Then she kissed me on my lips I told her that my feelings ain't true She said baby i'd still love you
She acts like the sun And i think I'm not her only one Shine on me when I'm feeling dark Made me feel like a painter and love is our canvass that turned into art But i think she was the painter Cause she gave me nothing but pain after.
Everytime i look at her face Its a grim reminder Times when i put my mind into her The time we falter When there is no shoulder To cry on Or a roof to cover The rain it is so insane It is a shame that Evrytime i think of her Its a grim reminder
Sad nights i cry myself to sleep Depression and anxiety Are feelings that i keep I just feel empty Nobody was there for me Is it better To end this life Close my eyes Darkness feels the same I feed myself with lies Loneliness is my companion It feels normal to be alone Always searchin for a home.
Even though i was decieved I still want you to tell me lies Even though i was relieved I know that i cant smile You showed that there aint nothin true on the things that i believe If i cant be with you theres no reason for me to live
Girl you just gotta smile Its gonna be a bumpy ride It will be nothin but hate for a while But at the end it will be fine So dont give up girl you just gotta smile You gotta endure for a while I know you can go another mile I believe in you id be there everytime Followin you until you reach the finish line.