I love to think about you all the time.
You and I doing things we shouldn't be.
We're such rebels in my head you know?
Always acting wild and free.

People diss us and shake their heads,
While we walk on past.
Once we get away from them all,
Oh my.
People would be scared of our passion for each other.

Sometimes you bruise me,
But not on purpose.
It's just 'cuz we're having so much fun.
Being so wild and ****.

But then,
You act like you don't remember me.
And go on forever without seeing me.

What's sad is that I wake up everyday,
Always with you on my mind.
A daydream about you.
And I'm never in your daydreams once.

Because.... well,
You don't even know I exist.

Will you listen to me?!
I'm running out of time.
They're coming for me quick,
You know it's because I'm sick.

Sick in the head that is.
Hahaha!
You don't know what to say?
You're upset I killed your fiancé?

Well you just don't understand.
There's a reason behind my logic.
My stupid good for nothing logic.

You'll need to know before its too late,
Oh just why I chose this horrible fate.

The secret is... I love you!
Hell!
I've wanted you since the day we met!
When I saw you with my old friend
I knew that'd be the end.
The end of me that is.

What? You don't love me?
I'm too crazy for you?
You're right.
No one would love a ******.

Why aren't you listening?!
It's too late! They're here!
Just know that I'd do anything!
Anything at all for you to be happy.

You want me to leave?
Never to return.
Well,
Maybe it's just right to leave you be.
While I die right here and burn.

Or you'll just burn with me instead!

You know those voices?
In your head?
No? Not one bit?
Well I do and I'm not lying.
They're real I swear.
I can never stop them.
They tell me what to do,
No matter what.
That's how I got here.
In this blinding white room with no windows.
In a minute or two those creatures that you call humans,
Will come and take me to do who the hell knows what.
It's only a matter of time.
I hate humans.
They're evil,
Or so the voices say.
They say they're my friends,
But I don't believe them anymore.
All they do is make things worse.
That's why the people call me "insane."
If anything they are the ones that are on the brink of insanity.
Arms grab me and pull me to my feet
And stick something pointy in my arm.
Quickly I collapse into darkness,
The place I call my safe haven.
But just as I begin to relax,  
A voice rings through my frail mind.

"You can never escape us. Never."

I want you
to rip every vein from my skin
pull them out like worms from the ground
touch my blood
and **** in the pure guilt
I have drowned myself in
pull my teeth out
and drag them along my naked body
carve shapes into this dead, papery flesh
don't forget the ruby red lipstick
cake it onto my betraying, seductive lips
let your arms travel everywhere it pleases
yank my hair
grab the strands and brush them over my face
my finger nails, paint them white like purity
wrapped in the ****** Mary
Last, don't forget my
heart
Rip it from the connecting arteries
and let me feel the sting
and watch your hands too, tinted in my beautiful red

I am your canvas
I am your doll
I am your **** that
Nobody will ever know
Because under all this...
I'm dead.

Baby you are the reason for my passion
I can’t go a minute without thinking of your face
And you’re the only person with that kind of compassion
I wouldn't dare try to erase
what we have.
Honey you’re my fuel
I'm not sure I want to leave
The only person who would is a sure fool
If you’re sad, wipe your tears on my sleeve
Because without you,
Life would be so blue.
Babe our love is of any hue,
and its even better
because every time I say

"I love you."

My words hold true.