He hurts me
And he doesn’t even realize
I’m screaming.
He broke me
Yet he’s too absorbed
To see my jagged pieces.
He’s torn me apart
But he’s blind to my shreds
That lay upon his hands.
He doesn’t get it-
I’m not right anymore.
I’ve gone wrong
In so many ways.
Nights are filled with sadness,
While days are filled with
Fake smiles.
Can’t he see through them?
He’s supposed to.
Or is something distracting him?
My heart broken so many times
As if they were designed to be
Apart.
The pieces don’t even fit
Anymore,
I miss looking at me as if he loved me.
I miss his kisses which led me away from this cruel world.
I miss him arms wrapped around me,
Promising safety.
I miss him looking into my eyes as he confessed his love
To me.
I miss him smiling at me as if I were the only one.
I miss looking at his beautiful face
Through the frames set in front of my eyes;
He was picture perfect.
I miss him.
The angel that I thought was mine
Set fire to my heart,
Burning it to ashes
As they fell to my gut
And it burned through
Making me hollow inside.
It’s too late to fix me right.
Cuts and bruises
From when you slashed what you thought was love
Engraved into my body,
The way your name was tattooed across my soul.
But you never realized
How much I love you.
What did I do wrong?
Please stop hurting me.
The pain is too much to handle-
But don’t understand it.
You never do.
When will you?
I could never tell you,
The words were caught up in my throat-
Choking me.
Like your love
Suffocates me.
I feel like I’m losing you,
I’m scared of losing you,
You’re the best
Yet the worst,
That has ever happened to me.
And you don’t realize how much it hurts.
You promised me the world,
That we would be together.
We'd fly high in the night sky,
Soaring on top of the world.
You weren't a mistake,
WE weren't a mistake.
I wasn't your first,
but I'd definitely be your last.
Don't make promises you can't keep.
You slipped
Out of my grip,
Because I was right from the start-
I am not good enough.
Love. Isn't it wonderful.