The animal inside me,
Is awake again.

Broken
Lost
Useless
..
..
..
But still colorful

If i'll be given a chance, let me love you right...

I want to ease those burden, lean on me and cry...

I want you to feel my warmth and find home in me again...

I ache for us to happen but i can't.

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Dearest---you were, you are, you will always be. Choose where your heart resides truly...

I come to see if you brought it
Like only you can do
Gentle tickle
Of my soul
Your presence
Ignites me
Simmer shiver
Brings me to my form
Gentle and warm
To a brisk simmer
It’s a new summer
And you are the sun who makes me shimmer

I'm beginning to wonder
if I lost that magic touch;

These words used to come so easily,
to frame my dreams and nightmares

The paper used to beckon,
gleam like a beacon

While I was lost at sea, the words
would be the rope to pull me free

They gave me just a little bit of clarity,
until they faded away.

I reach and grasp,
maybe catch loose threads,

But it's never strong enough
to pull me to safety.

I miss the magic of words,
of creating invisible images.

It's just starting to feel like
my magic has faded.