You must think you're so tough
Well let me tell you
Since you're my ex-love
I never want you back in my life
Don't come crying to me anymore
I don't wanna hear your lies
So I'll just stand back and watch your tears pour
Think you can cheat on me with her
Come crying to me once you left her
You tore my heart in pieces
Then you left me, baby
I couldn't believe it
Now that I'm over you
Meeting people new
May even be ******* your ex best friend too
Never always liked how you treated me
But I dealt with it, baby
I can't even believe me
Rose tinted glasses must've blinded me
Like you said
Can't you see?
Go run away from all your issues
I'll sit back
Maybe I'll ship you a box of tissues

If you want me to be honest
I could never keep a promise
So as much as I want you
As much as you want me
I can't promise anything
Cause I like to be free
I like it when you choke me
I like it when you hug me
I like it when you kiss me
I like it when you love me
But I can't promise anything
I think I love you
I never want you to leave
I want you to promise me
But I guess you'll never see
Just how ****** up I am
But whenever you can,
Please just see
The real me
Isn't as amazing
As I could truly be

If I wasn't so scared of death
I would've ended it so so long ago
Get me out of this hell hole
That's also my mind and soul
Like I've heard before,
"When we all fall asleep, where do we go?"
I hate myself and fear I'm never good enough
So that's why my exterior is me acting so tough
Don't wanna let anyone in
Where do I even begin?
Used to be such a pure child
Now I'm full of sin
If I could ever find peace within myself
Love for myself
Someone please do tell me
Please let me know
"When we all fall asleep, where do we go?"