I'm not saying I hate you, I'm just saying that if I could watch you die under my heel and face no consequences If I could watch you beg me for mercy While I read aloud everything you said to me I would, darling.. ♥
The fog will never leave The world crumbles at our feet While we world turns red Do you wish you were dead? Do you wish you could change The fate of society? Let anxiety pour Come knocking at your door You sit there in fear Knees cradled to your chest And at your best You're wishing you weren't dead We all share the same fate One day we'll fall asleep Never to wake Let the blood moon show The blood of your enemies You wish Would paint the fresh white snow Never fall asleep In your dreams you'll still weep Let it all fall down Wake up now The sound of your heart You're awake Don't fall apart
i dont feel anything when i get this way i want to scream so if wanting to scream my heart out wanting to scream until this depression bleeds out from my body my soul my mind is an emotion then i feel it too ******* much for it to be okay
i deserve nothing i wish i did but all i do is hurt others which hurts me and if im not hurting someone else theyre doing it to me im better off alone letting my mind slowly **** me letting it torture me until i scream in agony from depression throbbing through my skull
Can someone please tell me What's wrong with me? I pull someone close then shove them away But don't let them drown Holding onto their hand but standing so far away Begging them not to go While also wanting my space I'm scared of loving And letting others in I wanna trust him So why can I not Let my past sins go?
Why won't you let me run? Why don't you see my feelings are deadly? My soul can burn brighter than the sun Brighter than a sunset On a summers evening I'll give you all my love for a day or two Then I'll run away It's nothing new I don't know what you see in me Why you want a future with me Can I be fixed? Is that what you think? I'm gonna try and run away But you'll pull me back into yesterday Hold me tight and never let go I don't know what you see in me That makes you shine so brightly Feelings to others are deadly for me I'm better off living in my own mind where I'm free Can't you see That you treat me too good Too good for me Let me run before I hurt you Let me run before I burn you With the fire of my soul The ashes of my heart Let me run But hold onto every single memory you gave me