I get so caught up in being a mystery
I forget there’s power in vulnerability
but I’m not here to empower weak men
if they don’t challenge me positively
I will only destroy them,
and swallow whole, on toasted bread
If they can’t empower or inspire me back,
I’m gone, I’m bored, eyes all black
I’m so done giving time I can’t get back

I’ll skip the color and just say
that’s it’s nice to have a nice boy
enjoy you.

Can't stop
Won't stop
Feeling things
Buried in emotions
Like wet sand
At that beach
I never asked to be here

From where I last left off
I was handed what is the now
moments are chains unbroken
I can't escape anyhow-

yet my heart has not wavered
nor what I pledged as love's sacred vow
from where we long ago started
to that undying faith we must bow.

My mother groand! my father wept,
Into the dangerous world I leapt:
Helpless, naked, piping loud:
Like a fiend hid in a cloud.

Struggling in my fathers hands:
Striving against my swaddling bands:
Bound and weary I thought best
To sulk upon my mother’s breast.

1069

Paradise is of the option.
Whosoever will
Own in Eden notwithstanding
Adam and Repeal.