All the memories
moments I’ve had
are all fading to black
exchanged for sadness
and slowly forgotten

I did something silly
like I always do
to see your reaction
you smiled confused
then hid your face
from blushing
you leaned in closer
and whispered
'please, never change'

I saw you smile today
Can i keep it? Please
I promise to keep it safe
Take good care of it
A smile so pure I melted
I don't even know
Why I'm smiling now

I know I’m broken
But I always hope I can be fixed

I know I’m sad
But I always push myself to be happy

I know there’s nothing ahead
But I always strive to stay on the path

I know I’m alone
But I always try to make friends

I know none of me matters
But I can’t help it

It was on a Monday afternoon
determined and scared to death
I didn’t want things to end
at least not like this
but you gave me no choice
I've never been happier
when I was with you
but i'm more than just an option
It’s over now, I left before you
sitting on my living room floor
silent, empty and alone
tears running down my face
what a relief but at the same time
I’ve never felt this lost
wanting to call just to hear
your voice
find comfort
but we are no more
I let you go now
go be with her

I wanted to stick with the others
but it was when I fell off
I learned how to fly

If I had know that I was going to write a poem about you I wouldn't have
If I known I would fall in love with you
I would have never met you
And if I had known how much I would hurt
I would have already been dead

But that's not the way that it works, is it?
We are to find love
Find pain
And everything that goes with
But I never wanted this I never wanted to feel
I hated it so much
You hated me so much
But I can't do much about it now,
Can I?

If I had know
I would never had felt this way
I would have never had my heart leap
And jump out of my chest
If I had known
So much would be different
And you would be long gone