smile baby smile
stay for awhile
I'm yours baby yours
you open all my closed doors
Laugh lady laugh
It makes me so happy
When you're upset
I feel so ******
Just breathe, baby breathe
You're in my sight
Once you're with me
It'll be alright
love honey, love
fly away like a dove
hold honey, hold
don't you ever become cold
Live please, live
Oh, the things I'd give
For you to stay
Here with me today

Say hello to my version of goodbye
Maybe it will make you fly
Maybe it will be unbearable
Maybe it will be pulling-out-hairable
Just drink coffee with me
Add some cinnamon if that's what you want to see
Wear old sweaters
And write sappy love letters
Standing in the rain kisses
And playful disses
Cuddling on the moon
And maybe we could spoon
Just say hello to my version of goodbye

Stuck in between the realm of crazy or not
You think about it a lot
"I can't be out of it"
"That's a load of ****"
"No one in my family is"
"My life seems to be the same as his
But it can't be because I'm insane, no not insane, I'm fine"
When you think this you're treading a thin line
Side one: You're okay
Side two: Please don't let me see another day
When you're treading this ground
Take a good look around
Is the world spinning?
If so, keep running, you're winning  
If not, give the earth a flick, and blow out the wick
The candle is a spark in your mind saying that you're behind
But once the world is spinning, you'll know you're winning.
When you're insane,
It's all a game.
You repeat yourself
It's always the same.
What's right from wrong?
What's black?
What's white?
What's hot and cold?
No one knows.
Always a mystery
That's just how it goes..
when you start to think
your mind turns into a sink
everything is there
now you're pulling you're hair
you're scratching at your skin
you really just can't win
the walls are moving around
now you hear a scary sound
is that my mind?
I can't see, am I blind?
oh wait it's just dark
now you're skin is tree bark
you're mind isn't okay
you might not make it through the day
In fact, it's hard.
Shouldn't these things make me scarred?
Simple things turn into tragedies
The complicated lets me live happily.
The silly things make me mad
And the happy makes me sad.
The easy things confuse me,
While the confusing things amuse me.
And the odd things seem too normal
While the usual makes me hormonal.
This all makes sense to me
And you all fail to see
Just how brilliant our minds can be.
I'll invite you inside
So you can examine our kind
Just let me hand you the key.

If you really knew me
Maybe you would finally see
All the pain I feel inside
I can't hide
The demons are under my eyes
They show me blood red skies
I'm filled with fear
They don't want me near
If you cared enough to know
Maybe I wouldn't have to go

This is a love poem for me and you
Because roses are red
Violets are blue
Ima put my ***** all over you
When I twerk in your face
Your kind will be a dead race
Probably because I smell so bad
Say goodbye to the nose you once had
But it's okay!
You still have eyes.
Together we'll see
The beautiful skies. :3
Oh look!
That cloud looks like a *****
When you see the ***** touch my weenis
I heard you like extra skin
I have some in my bin
If you want it
Your **** will get bit
There's a price to pay
And your **** will say
"Ow."
And I will be like "POW"
All because I love you
Like your eyes
Which are blue.
Like your lips
Which are red.
Like red, is the upper half of the lower left side of the bottom half of my heart,
Which is where you will always be.... Dude
I may not love you as much a food
I love pizza rolls more than you
And maybe my ex boyfriend too
But you come in third
Because sometimes you smell like a ****
You look like a piece of soggy bread
And you have a pin head
But that's okay
Because we've been dating for a day
Never the less
I'm no actress.
I can't hide my love
And it gives me stress.
Would you please accept me?
If we can't be...
THEN ***** YOU MOTHER TRUCKER I DONT NEED YOU ANYWAYS!

I try to keep my breathe steady
The gun is in my hand, I'm ready
If you knew
All the things you say, what they do
It's quite hard to believe,
But I'm a person too....
If I cut myself, would you stare?
Or do I have to be dead before you even care?
If you heard my silence, would you finally hear me?
Would you finally see the way you terrorise me?
All the scars show my tears.
But your name brings back all my fears
All the memories of tests and drugs.
All the emotionless hugs.
All the good times that we once shared.
All this time I thought you cared.
All the tears we shed together
You always said we'd be friends forever
All the ways you betrayed me.
Just for the sake of "popularity"
If you really knew all the things I do to hide the pain
I think your words would change
When you say that the world would be better off without me, do you mean you too?
Or is that just what people do?
Would you miss me or do you really just want to never have me to see?
I'm done pretending to not feel alone.
Let me throw you a bone.
I'm broken, bent, scarred.
Nicknamed ugly, stupid, lard.
I needed a friend.
But you left me in the end.
And if you're seriously dumb enough to think I deserve this..
Here's a little common sense
As much as you deny it,
We're the same...
And I'm not to blame.
I'm human too.
I have talents and beauties and stars
I have bruises, edges, and scars.
I have family and feelings.. And friends out there somewhere!
And last of all,
My world does NOT revolve around you.
You haven't won this battle

I'm considered to be nerdy
Awkward, not flirty.

They call me gay,
Because I Cosplay.

I must be a dork
Because Zelda's my lord,
And she's way cooler than any sport.

Could someone love me?
That couldn't be.

I watch too much anime,
And BBC.

I praise The doctor and Spock.
Even Sherlock.
Cause in my opinion
They're better than jocks.

Being nerdy is quite fun,
But you make me sound dumb.

We're accepting and caring
But please stop staring.

Am I making this boring?
Don't start snoring..

Just give me a chance.
I'll make it last.

We could play Skyrim or league.
Wait, don't leave!

I can be cool,
Just like you!

I can calculate big numbers in my head,
Or make a fortress out of my bed

I can be an ork, elf, or spy.
Just as long as it's allowed by the die.

I can cast spells online.
Don't worry, you'll be fine!

I can role play to the extreme!!!
That's right, I call it d&d.;

I'm proud to be a geek.
Yes, we're very neet!

We know our facts!
We're anime maniacs.

I'm good at mtg!
It takes skill to be like me.

I'm cool I tell you!
I'm grand.

But at the same time,
You don't make me feel great.

I'm a loser,
A dork

No, I don't like baseball, football, or hockey
I can't bench and I don't lift.

But I go to some pretty intense parties...
On Xbox.

My heart is bigger than my head..
No, not literally.

I'd bring you a rose
And write you a poem

You'd be my Rory.
This isn't the end of the story.

I'd love you more than
video games, Star Wars, and D&D.;

In the end,
You're always my MVP.

You don't have to lie,
I know you'll decline..

but my feelings won't change.
They'll always be the same.

Maybe I'd be cool..
If I were with you.

But that'll never be
Because you fail to see OTP.

Then again,
It's all good in the end
Because..

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Manga costs less
Than dinner for two.