I can't afford getting ignored
What I wish already drowned
I can't watch myself alone
I want as we were before
I can't see you losing your interest
It's better let's follow the truth
I can't even accept the reality
It will became painfully deadliest forever

Today I missed, and smile passed
I am guilty to ignore so far
Your jealousy give me sensation to love
But your opinion is important! Right?
Time is less,
Every morning is lonely
Thinking about you became the only job of mine
Please be mine before the next sun shine
I can't afford to have such a spouse in my entire life.

The love i wished is pending apart
Unwanted love came inside my heart
Broke my heart into pieces and went,
True love left with me at last.
She still feels i am on her,
But who knows how worse i was.

The society I wished for vansished far away,
Casteism and racism fevered all the way,
Dreams which he saw for a independent flight,
Now rested with falling into shallow dark light.

Still some felling left hiden inside my heart,
But I can't express you as it become hard.
When you stares me from your class,
I wish I could stay there till it lasts.
But when you comes closer,
Your ignorance hurts
What I could do
You have someone else to crush.
I wish I could go back in the past,
And forget you to give my life a new start.

Whenever you are chasing,
Dreams over dreams.
Sometimes it's good to wake up from sleep,
It may hurt you for a long,
But it's better to start like a creep.
Starting from small to hunt big,
Needs you to sacrifice all your greed.
Rising from poverty gives you happiness,
But falling from royality is a huge matter of grief.