Where are you now?**
You were suppose to carry me when I was broken.
Where were you when my legs refused to walk and I needed someone to walk with me?
Where are you now when I was crying.
Where are you when I needed my tears wiped away.
I know,Its okay.
Ill still be making excuses for you anyway.

I was your drug.
A permanent addiction.
And you were my cast,
Never meant to last.

I've told myself 100 times, that I'll never make it far.
I've told myself 100 times, that I'm not strong enough to handle this.
I've told myself 100 times, that its not worth the fight.
I've told myself 100 times, that I should just give up.
.......
But I'll always tell myself 101 times, that I have no limits and Ill achieve so much more than I could even imagine.
I'll tell myself 101 times, that I'm stronger than I believe.
I'll tell myself 101 times, that Ill always have more fight left in me.
Ill tell myself 101 times, that I can't give up.
Because I have so much to Live for.

I see you.
For the first time....I'm scared.
Scared once again to lose you.
Or maybe lose the only part of me I love.
With you I've got so much to lose.
I'm always putting myself into trouble and danger....
Leaving me once again with a torn fragile heart.