can I obtain you
no you're a person
not a minecraft achievement

i went to a temple
and i fell sick right on the hatchway

god doesn't exist
i say out loud in the temple
with monks listening

my hands grew cold
my chest was on fire
nose as stuffed as a freshly rolled cigar
eyes watery

if god exists why doesn't he help me
he must not exist
i ponder

the next day
i wake up warm and nice
with a blanket
given to me by a stranger
a monk
a believer
a human
a god?

Why can't my
Heart be empty?

today I saw her
beautiful as ever
my eyes followed her every move , every turn , every lump
how beautiful she looks with huge glasses
and an even bigger smile
she wore a pink bow on her hair today

She didn't even look at me,
I don't want us to be lovers
but a simple hi or hello
would make my day
but there she goes
as far away from me as possible

oh how i love you
the way you would never love me back
so beautiful yet so empty .

Am I a man or a woman
I have the Y chromosome
the way i look at it
having two X chromosomes makes me fell nice
but unfortunately i cannot ever obtain it
I look androgynous from the outside
BUT people in the world have so much to say about it
i wear a bit of makeup and their y chromosome  they don't even have gets gets triggered
guess what
EVEN YOU HAVE AN X CHROMOSOME HAHA
BUT YOU'RE TOO UNEDUCATED TO BE AWARE OF SUCH THINGS
androgyny for life