Dev - Hello Poetry

Dev Mar 2018

Nothing

He'll tell you that he wants you,
he'll tell you anything,
He'll do whatever he wants to,
he thinks that he's the dream.

He'll objectify and hurt you,
in a way that makes you think
that you're something special finally,
as you grab another drink

He'll ask you for something,
that's not his to take.
And when you reply, No
Is when the beast awakes.

He'll point out your every flaw
He verbally murders your spirit
Till you're crying behind your door,
you think his words have merit.

He'll crush and crush and crush you
till you're reduced to barely anything.
Because you said no to him
He'll make you feel like you're worth nothing.

Guys are *******

Mar 2018

Nyx

Stupid

Do you ever make a decision?
Something you regret
The moment you say it
As soon as those words pass through your lips
And they are free to all to hear

You Feel so stupid .

Full of Guilt
The person reacts
In a way you should have expected
But you were too naive to realize
Triggering everything they accomplished
Breaking it all down to shreds

You feel so stupid

You opened the flood gates
Everything that they locked up just broke
They are drowning
They can't see anything
All they feel is the water that surronds them

You feel so stupid

They don't care that you are at risk
All that is on their mind is that person
Revenge is all that they know
The water pressure is too strong
It silences your cries and screams
It drowns you out completely
There is nothing you can do

And you realize then and there
Just how stupid you are.

#stupid #regret

Mar 2018

xy

Poems.

I don’t know why I write these poems,
All these words are full of emotion,
Those which you will never see,
Things I want you to know,
Yet I won’t let you.
You will never read these poems,
You’ll never know my hurting,
You will never be a part of my life again,
Even though only you can fill that part.

Dev Mar 2018

2am Talking

It's 2.26 am, and I'm dying to talk to you.
I know, I know.
My sleep schedules ****,
You're worried I'll miss the bus.

It's 2.27 am, and I keep rewriting a text to you:
Hey... No, backspace on that Hey, you up?
Could you sound more desperate?
No luck, because it's 2.28 and you wont reply.

It's 2.29 am and I feel it already,
The regret of staying up too late.
Shouldn't have drunk the coffee,
Shouldn't have had that drink.

It's still 2.29 am, oh no its turned.
I should sleep but when I close my eyes
I think about everything I want to say to you
The way I imagine it all happening in my head.

It's 2.31 am, and I'm so exhausted
I'm so exhausted from chasing after you.
So now I'll go to sleep,
And when I wake up, I'm taking a different route.

We all know it's a lieeeee

#love #heartbreak #tired #2amtalking

Dev Mar 2018

Hypocrite

Who am I to write love poems to you
When you will never see them

Am I selfish to create a friendship based off of lies,
In the hope that you'll come to love me?

In all honesty,
I'm a ****** hypocrite.

#love #hypocrite #lies #hurt

Mar 2018

Nyx

Recoil

You were hungover and drunk one day
And were forced to go to school
I remember sitting beside you
During our Physical science class
I was gently drawing circles on your palm
Before the teacher decided to asked
What occurs when you fire a gun?
Would you care to explain?
You being quite out of it
Couldn't find the right words to say
Sitting up straight in your chair
A glazed look coating your eyes
You raised your hand up in the air
as you began to explain
You fire the gun like this
Throwing your body across the desk
And then it comes back and hits you like this
Hitting yourself in your chest
Holding back my laughter
You looked dead in my eyes
Giving me your classic grin
As you leaned against me again
And what is that action called?
she edged you on again
You were already half way gone
So I whispered it in your ear
you shouted out
RECOIL
Before she moved on with her class
You may of been my best friend
But hell you were a pain in the ***

#stupid #drunk #hungover #school #random