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Death Horizon Jul 2018
Lost is just a vage word to describe
Were we are right now
Cause being lost is not being able to find
Something you know it´s good for you
But where´s that for myself?

Where do I find what´s good for me when I cannot even get lost
Where´s me?
Myself?
My soul?
Will I die tomorrow?
Will I get old?

I cannot get lost in me....

How can I get lost in this world?

I cannot find myself in me....

HOW CAN I FIND MYSELF IN THIS WORLD?

The feeling of being dead it´s what I think being lost is
Because dying is not knowing what to expect after
And right now I don´t know what to expect

I hope someday I can be lost...
Death Horizon Jul 2018
I saw someone die the other day
Someone talked to me,
said he was gone,
there´s nothing we can do now

but in my mind never I tought
that his soul was lost
cause he was stil alive in our minds
Death Horizon Jun 2018
I just saw god,
not your god
not mine either
it was our god
the good god that makes us gooder

outside the licor store,
he was catching some air
after he was done killing with is stair

he told me i was lost,
I said the only lost soul here
was his

cause god is fake
and he lead me and us to our ending
he traded love and peace
from war and vengeance amongst us
he was the reason we hate
he was the reason we take
and he was the reason i wrote this poem

cause god should be written with a minor g
as him should not be more important then we
Death Horizon Mar 2018
I was in love once
I was in love somehow
but she just destroyed me every time
We crossed throw mountains together,
We broke barriers and barriers,
limits that not everyone can get through,
but
During all of this
She didn´t loved me
She was just there because she had spikes of happiness with me
But she didn´t loved me at all
Not as deep has I loved her,
she love me superficially and loved me because she was afraid
Of losing that one tag called
Boyfriend
so she tried not to lose me...
I was innocent, I loved her so I wasn´t really thinking straight,
cause not thinking straight is really the only true way to love someone,
just something that you feel inside you
and explodes in you
when you see that one true person
you stop
thinking
and just get guided by the feels you have in your heart.
She was not like that
Not now
She had been
But not anymore
Not today, tomorrow or ever again.
This was the day I new what love was
and how it would bring to my life
pure agony and darkness...
Death Horizon Mar 2018
Pain
Where are you?
Are you a force?
A thing I can touch?
Something so hard to search that nobody would ever trust?
Pain
Your me,
I´m yours
I now live in a sea of pain
Trying to numb what came
and it will never be the same

— The End —