a peach beginning upon a
snow-born face of hope for a
purer tomorrow

chewed up and spit out by
the harsh lips of a
cigarrete kisser

he had lucifer's lies and
hellfire for a heart, yet
she loved him all the same

something's can't help but crave the pain of
being
choked with feeling

like
a secret
spoken so silently
that not even god himself
can hear it

Plenty laughter, I require silence
Many friends, I crave for solitude
Busy schedule, I dream of sleep;
Fired up into the mundane
I wish I could water away into ice
Simultaneously with the freezing nature
I crave for hibernation.
Hit pause on my life, all seems to run in the wrong place
Oh, dear.. I'm afraid of all the right opportunities I'm passing by
too fast to see them.
"Every path is the right path", someone said in a movie
But my instinct, my gut, my heart scream Stop!
When you can't tell which is wrong and what is right
You should seek help from your inner might.
So what does the core say? Is this YOU right now?

You built a latter, and set it next to my body
I was aching, restless, and hungry
Full of heavy thoughts that left my insides empty
I could not swallow anything unless it buried me
I took shots of whisky that tasted like moldy unsolved mysteries
My friends happily poured me one after another until I blacked out
With every shot I only ingested their hand-me-down uncertainty
Happily, because I was in love with them
I was in love with everything I knew they could possibly be
They were the divine hook to the songs in my dreams
We built a family around drums, and campfires
We sang up, down, and around the couches in the living room

We were free, and lost in simplicity
Blind to the perfection of just how simply perfect we made it all to be

So I took the bullet, I took the shot
I took it for them so they wouldn't rot
I wanted to save them from diving into the imaginary rule book of life
These stupid walls that really don't exist unless you bring them to light
We need walls to build a home, but I need space to live
I need space to breath, I need space to explore in
Where the **** am I supposed to go if I put up 10,000 walls?
A home is not a place or a maze where I should get lost
You can feel where home is, and you know it when you are there

Just-
ice
to-
gether
our-
selves
a-
lone?

No.
Know:

Just
us
to
gather
are
selves
a
loan.

With stars on top and grass bellow
I feel time moving really slow;
From the edge of the city
I moved towards the light
In the heart of a valley
In search of strength to fight.
I became an urban monster
In this jungle that does not feel right
The greed, speed and emotional slaughter
Simply crush our nerves and turn off our light.
We need to take a moment and recall our true goals
Our fight should be to save our souls.
I hereby invite you, all those who feel sick
Inside and outside; I found a trick!
Simply sit down on the grass, not a comfy bed,
Let nature embrace you, it will clear your head.
Shed those tears, they will drain your frustration
Remember you have a heart, it's the first step to liberation.

Even when my head spins
You bring me to a stop
My heart will race and pound
Your touch calms me
The days I am blue
You bring the sun out to shine
Just for me
When my eyes shed heavy tears
Your embrace brings me close
and takes them away
And when a smile is across my face
You have one too