Thank you... for making me promise, I'm sure you knew that its the only thing that would keep me alive.

I yearn to just fade away, carried nowhere but anywhere.

The world is depressed
The happy are ignorant
And sin is inevitable
I feel like i failed, but winning wasnt possible, how does one enjoy life. I faked joy and i even thought it was possible. But as soon as i let myself think again I recognize how awful this world is... please pray that Ill one day be happy. I wont give up, even if I curse life the whole way

Little tribute to an old friend of mine, also cowboy bebop