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Not proud to say
Just telling the truth
Accepting my flaw
Detached as hell
I'm like air
I could be hot
I could be cold
Think what you may
Maybe even shallow as hell
It will take you years to figure out
My life's mission
To find out why no touch
Ever keeps me warm.
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Body Mind & Soul
I've been waiting for you
You’re so **** beautiful
How you carry those things
Then get inside my brain
Pick it inside and out
Not only at night
Even in the day
You're so **** beautiful
With such an interesting mind
You're a masterpiece
So worth the time
Baby, when I look into your eyes
I know you're not perfect
And that's okay
You keep me dreaming
Thinking at night
You pull me close
Never leaving me at night
You read my body
You Know me well
I know you too
Body mind and soul
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Thank You
I am joined by singing birds as I walk alongside
the sandy sidewalk. And suddenly it starts to rain the heat creates a coral steam like that puts me in a dreamlike haze. Caught dancing like a child in my one-piece cutout & rosy cheeks. Red-handed as if a free man imprisoned for years now completely free. Raindrops are now crashing. I even taste them as I use to as a child and I realize I’m the goddess I’ve always wanted to be I've always been here. But now I’m ready to receive. Out of nowhere a scent of fresh oranges
call my name as it diffuses from a window in the yellow heat. Some say I see the world in a beautiful way. Que sera, sera, but I keep the faith you will join me one day.
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You are air
The wind
As you flow
So Bare
And you care
And stare
As you brush through my hair
You are my ocean blue
You look so good in blue
Boy, my boy,
As I stroke through your hair
Your eyes tell me the future
We can be vain
What can we say
We're tigers not ******* bears
You Worship me
And I Worship you too
I'm the King
But for you I'll be your Queen
And you are my forever King
My ideal dream
Best friends at heart
And lovers that finally meet.
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stay forever flowing baby
Allow nothing
to slow
your pace
or affect
your energy
stay forever
flowing baby
you are air
and they just tear
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Coral Blooded Breeze
Yet, again a dual duplicate
Edge of the night I arise
I flee the scene
It’s frigid and so chilly
I gasp with a puff and whiff of
a coral blooded breeze
My kitty on edge and alarmed
A feeling of mind-bending pastimes
Both portals wide & unsealed
These halls
Hold dreary & dismal riddles
Just waiting to be solved
Such a common carmine illusion
One spine chilling
Second time a state of art
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Conversations With God
I have never met you
But I heard your energy is so divine
I have never been near you
But I heard the air is so fine.

I used to fancy about you day in & out
Until you became overplayed and so overhyped
I used to count the days until I'd meet you
But then I found out you were just like everyone else
Even after all the push & pulls
I see you in a new & queer light
I see you in pure faces in the open air
I made you a reverie
Until I realized you were a lie
My days have reformed
I want to live and breathe the voyage
Things I haven't yet seduced.

Still, I haven't met you
But somehow I know we have met before
Just in another past-life
I have never met you but I am so sure we will again
You go beyond space, time, skin, body, & mind
So, I'm telling you I'm so sure we will meet again in time
Just forget about how & when
So personal to me
I gave up my knowing
It doesn't belong anymore
If I'm listening closely I hear you whisper my name
In dark streets during the night
If I look closely I see you outside of my glass screen door
Just waiting to be let in.

You once met me and rooted passion & desire within me
Binding me to you
When I lose my creed
Your love bleeds igniting me
The knowing we will meet again
I thought I was oh so high
Until the word
You are oh so high oh mighty.
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Third & Devotion
Fascination & Disappearing
We Dissolve into pieces of Affection
The land of Appreciation
The corner of Devotion
We Lie & Dream
Watch time pass by
We follow the Beam
The rapture of Tenderness
The field of Lust & Yearning
Cherishing the Contentment
We Cling to each other
A Cozy Frenzy
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Rose Colored Quarters
You aren’t ready
But when you are come and find me
My majestic maroon
By the bay
Throwing out stormi for new gold
My quicksilver
Sitting by the Cherry blossoms below
The sun ray's enlight tis season
Some kinda green sheen
Beats beating through my ears
I was just feeling senseless
Floating like engine oil
Painting groundless
Cooking up magic potions
Cause I’m so baseless
Can you be fearless, a little senseless
My wintergreen dream
Cause life can be so stubborn and sobering
So I’m maybe not a little tamales
A shiny shamrock
I am certain sure
You’ll be a satisfying solid sound
A cinnamon stain
Very compelling and convincing
A polished pine
Because you are so well grounded
Rose quarters are envious
So we have never met
But can we have a cup of coffee?
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Expressways & Pathways
You're so Wonderful
As you seem awed & smooth sailing
Honesty the Third Degree,
Could you change my Mold? My Facade?
My Trail of Crumbled Hearts?
******, Such & Such
Unrecognized, Unfamiliar Pathway
How I wish it was an expressway
Dragging me down
Before you take me home
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Quiet the mind
Count the stars
Swim in the universe
Fill it with dreams & kisses
Love of all kind
And come back to life
Keep loving baby
Louder & louder
Bleeding & pleading love
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Aging Stains
Just like the spots on my bedroom floor
And the coffee I drop
No matter how slowly I walk
I slip & spill
Why do you always make me feel
Is there something more I need?
So I keep tripping and splashing
because that is all I know
I plan to dive in to get to know you
Like I know every split end of my own
Then maybe just maybe
you’ll turn into crystal clear liquid gold
You are just water to me
But I wish you could purify me
Only you are coffee
And you ever only always stain
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Smoked Eyes
That shotgun
For someday
It turned out to be today

I pulled the trigger

Not only for myself
For every woman wronged
Every future woman that'd cross paths

Those vicious eyes
Filled with cigarette smoke
Not a clear thought in mind

He'd warp you
Squeeze you tight
Lock you in a forever fog
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The Book of Eli
He was a killer
He’d never call himself a manipulator
He once called her Aphrodite
Now he'd call her a stealer

He was a smooth dancer,
He did it for pay until it became less for play
He was a smooth talker
He always knew what to say
How to say it
He wrote them in poems
Hoping she'd read between them
But she chose to never see

He saw himself as selfless
But why did he portray and play
She was Coquette
He was a fool, so he'd lose
She saw herself in search of something pure
Gravity pulled her to another
Someone she could never forget

Now I can't wait to forget you
But still I have love for you
Wish you'd find love within you

He was a book of burned pages
While She was a firecracker
Setting fire to all pages that came her way.
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Wicked & Cool
A smile is Contagious
Everything's Absolute
So, Unattainable & Clever
Appearing & Proving
Life's but a tale of unfortunate events
Times a tempo
Rigid & Staggering
Choose to Dance
See it as the One & Only Spark
Plead for it
Get on your knees
It is the only way
We take the Iron in the Fire
The Hourglass Slips Away
Slippery Sand Provokes
Fight or Flight
Love or Leave
Leave Better
Baby, It’s all Yours
Find out
Run, Walk, Crawl
Pull That ******* Trigger
We are Here not There
Yeh hear
Regions are just Illations
Love is Wicked & Cool
Go out, Don’t miss out
Thank the Gods of Time
It's giving Duty & Warrant
Baby, Lets Manifest the Best
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Don't get invested...
Don't get invested
Stay on this journey
That has been tested
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The Walk Home
One am
They take off
I’m turning away
The heavy withdrawal
Feeling down in the dumps
Like unfulfilled waste
The night eclipsed me
So, I wait in this dingy place
Tears scratch
Facile but still holding on
Heavy hearted & completely deserted
I'm a Blue downcast
On a somber cold night
Weeping & strolling home slow,
Teardrops gush & drench the alleyway,
Deaf & hot-headed,
Unalarmed of the time & place,
So delicate & vulnerable,
Unsafe & unstable,
Fanatically out in the open,
I’m so dim & run-down,
So, buried & exposed,
I'm waiting for a train,
But it doesn't come,
I'm waiting for someone,
But they are never coming.
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Bewitched Spin
She grew to adore
The soothing sound
Of her lonely thoughts
Out of nowhere
He runs
Just in time
Before doors closed
She was so unsure
But hoped he would
Their eyes linger
Their heads lean into each other
She feels eyes on them now
If only their lips could touch
So compelling
Not a thought but a feeling
If any doubt she knew now
He made the ride worth wild
This was the first time
Having faith that this won’t be
The last time
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The Clock and the Dagger
Secluded
Lost in a Trance
I never want to Wake Up
Unlatch or Wear Me Out
Fascination all around
Immersed
Unwrap me or Throw Me Away
I'm Dying to Bring to Light
What's on the tip of my tongue
Simulation Under wraps
Hush, Hush
Broadcast of the Night
Bare all Night
Confined in a Castle in the Air
Call it a Daydream or a Pie in the Sky
Just Store me
Release me on a Lonely Night
This is my Sacred Word
My Promissory Note
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Secrets in Between
You
hold
rare
things
the
secrets
in
between
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Amore
Becoming colorless
And all communal
I wish you would go south & Slam
Vanish & scram town
So vain, high, & mighty
I wanna sneak away
Maybe even storm out
Compose & Dream up
So, I’ll have to steal away madness
Withdraw & leave a wound
Wear & Tear through the pigment
Kiss it goodbye
I’ll cut & run so fast
Just to strengthen & brighten
No single civil will get one glimpse
Interesting & disappearing
The Slow & Steady
Ditchin & Bleachin  
Now you wanna Back Out
While I Watch you Wash Out
Since I’m feeling you Fade Out
Vamonos ready for a Blow Out
Yeh, this is my Hurl Amore
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The Cancer
You are a movie I keep watching,
To feel again,
Gazing and gazing over and over again,
You are my favorite movie on repeat,
A plot that ends in a blink of an eye
An uneasy chill down my spine,
You are a ghost from my past,
A missing memory,  
An unsolved puzzle,
I'm forever dazed in a maze,
Forever a broken damaged record,
Blind in a labyrinth of passageways,
Rolling, blazing, and boiling down a flight of stairs,
You will never cure me,
For I am forever
Interrupted & corrupted.
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You Are Only Human
You forget as easily as forgetting an umbrella on a train
You were double-dealing
You were forced to discover
Nothing fades when the door is forced closed
You see the parts that would bore you
Because they would bore me too
So, you visualize & visualize sometimes  
Sagas that run off the page
The only way you can cross the line
Because you are human
And you desire what you cannot have
You realize what you have money cannot buy
But still, you wonder & wonder  
Because you are only human
Still, you have everyone convinced
You have told lies on top of lies that now  
Somehow seem true
Everyone is so convinced
But what if the joke is on you?
So, you keep your hands tied as long as you can
Hoping all of this will be worth the time
But God holds your truth tight
The only one who knows
What is authentic & pure.
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The Dreamer
Hey, I’m Arcadya. And I’m addicted to happiness & I don’t like to cry. Though, I have cried in the face of happiness more often than I try. I used to write love poems but now they are all about me. I’m also a runner & I can run so fast before you can blink an eye. And I’m sorry if I left you behind. Know that I have a lot to learn and there is a war within I needed to fight. I just got so inspired. My buttons were pushed & I just got so **** high.

Hi, I’m also called A. And I’m addicted to self-improvement, the search, & the high. I’d go to high stakes just to feel alive. And I refuse to drink drugs, cause I wanna do it on my own. Here is a little on my soul, it looks like the devil & sometimes I just wanna be so ******* bad. And trust me I don’t need to be saved. And I don’t **** around. I’m in love with the hunt itself. And it's true I have a lot to learn. And the lone wolf **** is hard to die. And God knows I need to learn to lean. But if you are still around, know that you really light my fire. So, if you are still with me. This means you can keep up. And man, I **** with that. I dreamed of a world who knew the real me other than the ones I count on my hand.  

So hi, I’m Danya & there is more to me than what meets the eye. And trust me I only get better with time. Don’t get it twisted, I’m a sweetie at heart. My momma taught me right. Yet, my daddy made me tough. So, I’m always at my prime. And I’m laying this all out on the line cause I said **** It, I’m gonna fly high-class with my art in one hand and my heart in the other. Cause I do it for love not validation. And you’ll be seeing me in the city flashing lights.
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Call me by your name
I’m slipping beneath.
Agony today I wait.
Midnight he wrote. Midnight.
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wedding day
Sunshine streams the path.
Long time coming, here we are.
Pure hearts, this is peace.
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sunflower
Seeds lay on pathways.
No such beauty than right here now.
Light this season up golden.
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a love
Kiss of my hand, leads.
Twilight eyes and curls, pull close.
Stories unfold, he is safe.
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i be wed
He stares into fields.
Yellow green that sunny day.
Beyond joyous feels.
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apple tree
Falling apples off trees.
Colonies of little ones here.
Apples, apples fall off my tree.

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