in the longing souls of those around me
i sensed the pressure

no idea what to do
no idea what to say
no idea what to think or feel

in my head i feel the desperation
and i fear it
with all of myself

because i know i could never love someone
the way they would love me

You smelled the roses
used them till Withered
and toss aside
for a new one
All you did was
temporary love.

You like new,
Young and
Shiny
But then again
You get bored
And opt
for a new one.
All you did was
temporary love.

You sing songs
Of love and
Praises
Yet you avoid
pain and Fear
of Risking it all
All you ever did was
Temporary love.

Was it really heart break?
Or was it just deeply rooted trauma that he had plucked from within me and laid out to whither?

Discern my heart as you do my curves
the lines stretched across my hips.
Don't let your lips tell me lies,
just gentle strokes along my thighs.
make me safe, and I'll keep you enamoured
Illuminate my abyss and ignite my desires.