My heart ached for the first time in ages when I saw you
My heart ached when you and I were introduced to each other
My heart ached when we talked of how your boyfriend hurt you.
My heart ached when I saw tears forming in your eyes.
My heart ached when I saw you smile a carefree smile.

Whatever you do, whatever you did.
My heart aches.
It aches for you

Crazy to believe in
a future that will not be.

A loving kiss that melts my heart.
A smile that warms my soul.
A Happily Ever after...

For you maybe,
But not me.

Looking up I find the ceiling
Staring back at me with its gray eyes,
Feeling as if oblivion eats my soul
And drowns my body,
But a force pulls me down
To reality and once again life.
And that person is watching TV
Right next to me.

How come that
You say you love me,
Yet you always hurt me.

How come that
You say you need me,
Yet you always push me away.

How come that
You say you are hurting,
Yet you don't want my help.

What should I do if you don't even want me around you?

Don't worry. I'm here for you.
If you need a shoulder to lean on. I'm here for you.

I can't pretend to understand what you are going through. I can't imagine what has happened to you.

I'm not here to say sorry.

But I am here to say I'm here to help you.
By being there with you.

Out there shivering in the night,
Without any fire or any light,
I was found.

A lost soul without hope,
A heart made of stone,
Was found.

Warm hands helped me
As I lay on ground lifeless dead.
I was found.

Out of nowhere did you come from.
Out of nowhere did you find me.

Because of you I am alive,
Because of you I am here.

And I love you for you have found me.

My body is alive,
Never have been better.
But I lost a part of my soul,
When I left you.

The best memories that I had with you
Are now the nightmares that haunts me.

What vile monstrosity that I see
Looking back at me.

'T was never my intention
To have this kind of emotion.
I feel a sense of urgency,
Like the feeling in a catastrophe,
When out of the blue,
I find myself...missing you.

You've been telling me what to do.
Since the start I've listened and did what you wanted.
Now I'll show you.
I'll stand up for myself.
I won't bow to your every whim now.
But that doesn't mean that I don't love you.
I do and I will never stop myself from loving you.

Within our forever
we promised each other
that we will be together
Forever and ever.

But that forever has ended,
and it was great while it lasted.
But times have changed.

I love you
And that will always be true.
No matter where you go,
No matter what you do.
I love you.

When I watched over you sleeping,
I could hear a thousand angels singing.
When I saw you smile,
I felt God's breath as he sighs from appreciation.
Behold a beauty like no other,
A peaceful slumber,
In my arms,
Within our little forever.

For someone whom I don't know, you know me better than others.

For someone whom I don't know, you care more about me than othera.

For someone whom I don't know, you became the person I trust most.

How is it that a stranger
Could care for me better than a friend
Stay with me more than family
And comforts me more than anyone else?

A stranger whom I just met
Just became the person
That I would love the most.

Excitement rushed through me,
As I opened the door finding you there,
Smiling happily.

I hate the night
Because I remember you.
All that we could have been
Will not be
Because you and I
Weren't meant to be.

The ride with you was
the best that I have ever had.
I felt like I could fly
whenever you were with me.
But every ride must come to an end,
And this is my stop.

I haven't said that three magical words in a while now.
I would have loved to say it, just so that you may know
How much I feel for you,
But times have changed.
The three magical words no longer work their magic.
They are merely words now.

I have a dream
That someday you'll be here.
In my arms.

But for now you'll be at someone else's.

And I'll be here, waiting for you.

You sang a song
A song of sweet despair
I clung to it
And was happy
Until you stopped singing
Then I despaired
Wanting you to sing
Your song of my despair

I'm done.
I can't help but think
That I'm better off
Gone.

Darkness fills the void of my lonely heart,
Accompanied by a monstrous hunger for that soul
Which has a hold on my heart.

Watching her as if a piece of art,
I hear a sound within me, an angry growl,
Because all I do is look, and this tears me apart.

But I intend to just watch,
To protect,
To let no man harm nor catch
You, not even myself.

For
You are an art to treasure.

As a tree I have never cared
Of the birds that made its nest on my branch,
Nor of the kids that climbed my arms,
Nor of sunlight that kept me warm in the cold.
The only time that I only cared
Was when the wind blew.

And then I knew...

I've never believed in forever
Nor of the thought of true love,
But  YOU came in my life
,and you shattered that belief of mine
And threw it on my face.
And I love you for it.

You are the reason why I believe in true love.
You are the reason why I could believe in a forever.

I once said to my self that I never needed
any kind of love from someone.
But YOU came and destroyed that belief,
You showed me that there was something
Better, better for me.

And that thing (person really)
Was You.