(looking blanking into the reflection, lost in thought)
[in thoughts]
?-Why?

?-Why'd you do it?

Me-You made me, you drowned me, killed me.

Me-I don't even get to see myself until I look in the mirror from your eyes

?-You got weak, I helped you get stronger since you asked

Me-I didn't ask, you took over. You burned off my wings, desecrated my armor that I wore honorably.

?-Because you asked for my power, and now you will parish

Me-LIKE HELL I WILL


(looks into the mirror, and punishes it)

[Grabs a piece of glass and crushes it, grabs a bigger edge]

?-So you think you're stronger than me?

Me-If you are a part of me, then you will know that I will crush you

[Fights the temptation to cut myself]

Me- I will win, I have to. I need to tell her, not you.

?-how? HOW ARE YOU SO STRONG!?

Me-Because, she is a part of me. She has my other half, and I won't let you make me destroy myself anymore.

[crushes the edge with the other hand]

Casey... I will make this up... It is my duty to fix this...
I will make this right...
My nightmares are over, the orders are done.
I will not fail...

Athena would want me to get this right, everyone of my friends who I saw get buried would want me to.

I'm sorry...

I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind
I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes
But I can't sleep

And oh god I wanted to be your high
But everything I said it went unheard
And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred
Became our downfall

Cos you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
But I know you lied when you said that you just gotta go and save yourself

So hear me out
You know everybody talks girl
And it means nothing till you let it
But if you keep second guessing then theres only gonna be one end

But you can leave if you really want to
And you can run if you feel you have to
And I'll be fine if you ever ask me
I know its hard, but no one said its easy
Fallings easy
But theres only one way up

So I been thinking that I think too much
And I can't sleep but I can dream of us
And I've been seeing **** like horror cuts
Its burning down, I gotta drown this out
And you said you need me to let this go
Buts its who I am or am I just losing it
Cos you said jump and I went first but fallings always been my downfall

And you say I drink and I smoke and I talk too much
But I know you lied when you said that you just had enough and save yourself
So hear me out
You know everybody talks girl
And it means nothing till you let it
And if you keep second guessing then theres only gonna be one end

But you can leave if you really want to
And you can run if you feel you have to
And I can drink if I feel I have to
I know its hard, but I can't feel like I used to
Like I used to
Cos I used to defy gravity
Defy gravity
Goodbyes keep dragging me
Down
And I'm fighting gravity
Defying gravity
I tried but I keep falling
Cos fallings easy
But it only brings you down

We think we can change
the ones we love
and then eventually
we find ourselves changed

We think we can protect
the ones we love
and then eventually
we find ourselves unguarded

We think we can be true
to the ones we love
and then eventually
we find ourselves deceived

We think we can love
the ones we love
and then eventually
we find ourselves unloved

- J. L

Because it is your voice that I want to hear
Because it is your eyes that I want to see
Because it is your lips that I want to kiss
Because it is your arms that I want to hug
Because it is your cheeks that I want to touch
Because it is your hair that I want to smell
Because it is your hands that I want to hold
Because beside you, I want to lay down
Because it is your laugh that makes me laugh, too
Because it is you, the reason why I smile

Because it is you, the person that I want to be with
Because it is you, the person that I really love
Because it is you that inspires me
Because it is you that makes me feel like I am complete
Because it is you, the reason why I am inlove

Because it is you why I am hurt
Because it is you why I am crying
Because it is you why I chose to leave
Because it is you why I decided to move on
Because it is you why I am trying hard to stand up again
Because it is you why I am a new person now
And yes, it is still you who is in my heart