I'ma be real.
I'ma  keep misty real..
And allow how I feel to ease my time to chill.
They say misery love company.
I can't find any company for me.
To be chilled in this misery.
Moon light I see you shining..
I see your light.
Your romantic glow Flows to ignite.
Yet I'm sorrowful and gloomy.
And your shining your glow in this night.
I can stay busy achieving..
Fancy technology  and mazes of comforting.
I can temporarily forget my lonely.
Until happiness comes to temporarily tease me.
There's no where to run..
I'm afraid to play with the glow call fun.
Right now I'll keep this reality.
Two steps dancing with.
Patty cake darkness mist.
Till I tire of this...

Me at 5 years old-

I know that
We are all treated equal.
I don’t believe that
There is hate.
My mind knows that
Everyone loves one another.
Sometimes people lie to themselves and say
People hate each other for their differences.
I remind myself:
I am happy here.
And you can’t tell me
We live in a cruel world.

Me at 15 years old-

We live in a cruel world.
And you can’t tell me
I am happy here.
I remind myself:
People hate each other for their differences.
Sometimes people lie to themselves and say
Everyone loves one another.
My mind knows that
There is hate.
I don’t believe that
We are all treated equal.
I know that

Each day
I have this urge
To drown myself into the deep dark river

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine"

No, I'm hurting

I'm hurting because of you

"Okay, I love you"

"I love you too"

No, you don't

You wouldn't do this, you wouldn't hurt me

You don't love me, you just don't want the others have my attention

You don't love me, you just want to feel needed

Love isn't blind,
blind are those,
who never loved.

they said,
opposites attract.
they werent wrong.
you loved the moon and the stars
just as i loved the earth and the clouds.
you loved gravity just as i yearned for air.
you lived with the stars just as i have lived with the clouds.
you loved the moon as much as you loved me.
though
that didnt stop you from being close to me.
now i know
why the moon
keeps on
following
me

I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

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