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 Dec 2015 Elle
One and Only
A Wish
 Dec 2015 Elle
One and Only
"I'm perfectly fine"* is what she says.
While seeing becomes less and less.
"Passive aggressive, that's what she is",
But she just truly has a wish.

A wish to end all that she fears,
a wish to take away the tears.
The tears that never seem to fall,
yet pain  in masses seem to call.

A wish to say all that she can,
with nothing there she can offend.
To offend a person, a friend, or group
Will forever keep her from the loop.

A wish to feel safe and sound,
so even alone she can be brave and proud.
Of what she is and what she's done,
and all the voices she has sung.

There is one hope she has held onto,
but one I fear will break her too.
She must be strong just in case,
That last hope was simply a waste.

My own wish is she'd find succession,
to guide her away from her depression.
I see it tearing her heart to pieces,
while she remains standing speechless.

**Of all the things she's ever wished,
the last I dream she will accomplish.
**** it.
 Dec 2015 Elle
Tea
Reincarnation
 Dec 2015 Elle
Tea
I've spent centuries
in this agony
My body changes
but time stays still

All this time I've passed
waiting to be found
like a bird inside a cage,
my feet chained to this ground

I can't keep my monsters at bay
but I can't run away


In the eye of each soul
all I see is fear
and my own still whispers
"I'm not from here"

By now I thought
I'd have more power
But at the end of each day
"it" still devours

Even though there's love in my heart
I still feel like falling apart


Each fight feels like
dark mirrors inside a maze
and all I see in this reflection
is my own empty gaze

My mind is light years
away from this place
Still the only thing that saves me
is your warm embrace

And when it feels like I have no choice
I recognize your voice


I'm so tired of this fight
But your love still keeps me warm
Together, we'll win this battle
Together, we'll breathe through the storm.
I don't like history repeating itself
So I'm starting over
I just hope you'll be a part of my future

— The End —