It's been awhile
Since we last talked.
I really miss you.
Sometimes I think about
Starting up a conversation...
But maybe you actually
Aren't busy at all...
And you just don't want
To talk to me anymore.
I know you're a
Very busy person...
But sometimes,
It Feels Like you're
Forgotten all about me
I guess I'll just wait
And let you talk to me first.
Just in case...


....if you want
to That is..


If you ever do.....


I'll be there......

Just stop
Stop guarding me
Stop speaking for me
Stop trying to protect me
I know you love me,
But my weakness is your fault
So, please
I'm begging
Leave me alone
With my hurts
And let me fail
So that maybe
On my own
I can heal right
For once.

misery is when
the phases of the moon
are all there is left
to look forward to

Cry is not just the visible tears
That roll down the cheeks
But the weighty matters residing in the heart
That makes one feel sick
Sometimes, it's hidden behind a smile