Let them hate Joe
they are nothing more than two faced hoes
they are trying to mess with your mind
to leave you behind

you see
they should mean less to you, than they mean to me
dont let them intervene
and make you scream

now Joe
keep writing
continue fighting
and remain no matter how things go

because "rain rain go away
That is what all my haters say"

these people don't help for anything,
this time I am going to be the only one winning,
I'm not afraid.. to do things on my own,
i know that I'm not alone

these people can judge me,
if you are start..you will see that they are lying. . if only you could see
but I don't care,
things aren't always fair

I was always better off,
I know this will pay off,
so don't contact me... i won't pick up,
I'm not sorry.. if i do.. I'm f'ed up

won't back down

I'm a lady.. I won't play your games,
it is just common sense,
so keep running your **** mouth,
because sweetie it will just go south

I'm disappointed
You are throwing your life away
I'm disappointed
But I'd try to help you
Only if you
Promised- to meet me half way

You thought that
It would make you look so "cool"
But instead you got busted
And now you look like a fool!

Yeah I know that
You are a "victim" of peer pressure
But you have a brain
And you should have known better

I hope you get the chance
To turn your life around
Because I know that your future
Could be so bright
But first you must know the difference
Between what is wrong and what is right

And promise to change the way you have lived your life,
This very night

Growing up
In a small town
Where everyone knows
Who you are and where you come from

Your childhood friend
Becomes your worst enemy
As you reach-
The middle school years

As you enter high school
You become defined by your "clique"
Not as the individual
You have spent so long
Building yourself up- to be

But once you get out
Into the real world
It only matters
What you think of yourself.

I am stuck
cornered
inside, my hypocritical mind

Answers.

That I cannot seem to find

Why?

must one fall- into darkness
to see light

Deception

Lies

hidden with- in his devilish eyes

Blinded-
Un-aware

of the truth.

Every corner you turn
is another story to be told
eventually the truth will unfold
and will start to rapidly burn

rumors are started by attention seekers
they are as useless as broken beakers
dont hide when people find out the truth
because listen here im coming for you

"ill run through your town
and shut you down"
No more nonsense
It is time to treat eachother with respect

This journey
Began with a single step
After I decided not to follow my dreams
But to chase them

My world
I never defined in black and white
Because there is so much
Hidden
Amongst the grays

I know my life isn't perfect
But I'm thankful for what I have
Because no-one can go back
And start completely new

But I can start from today
And make a better ending

Because I have this dream

bigger,
means better,
older,
means smarter,
muscular:
a two faced hustler
comeback after comeback
lie after lie
yet we never know why

You Are a miracle
you Are irresistible
gotta love yourself because you Are special
the words that you write are influential

love yourself because you Are Beautiful
them haters are being un-truthful
they are being hateful
and ungrateful

lift your head high
and soar across the sky
because listen to me
i know true beauty when the birds sing

the devil came to take me to hell
but I'm already there
as far as I can tell

I keep asking myself
Am I insane?
what is with the thoughts that are
trapped in my brain?

I don't know
but for now
I'm blind with rage

It has been 5 months
Since you passed
Heaven-
Must be truly blessed

A birthday cake
Big enough for two-
A piece for Jesus
And a piece for you

Although I miss
Your warm embrace
Loss is something-
That we all have to face.

you say im all work, No play
maybe it is because i want immature kids to hear what ive got to say,
you know what *******
im gonna tell all of you what to Do

instead of saying i love more than one guy, why dont you just call me a *****?
here i will open up the door,
dynamite
ill win this fight

Hell no... i dont wanna see you die
it will make poor joey and Nathaniel cry
im in pain dont you see
ill show all you haters what Hell is really meant to be

because i have lived in it
ive been through nothing compared to your ****
but like i said im done
you can have you refund

Happy Birthday to a girl who has a heart of gold,
To another girl whos story is untold,
To a girl who has a playful soul,
Who stays positive when things get difficult

A girl who knows who is beautiful
who makes the world more peaceful
a girl who I wouldnt mind to have as my best friend
a heart I wish to help defend

you break her heart, I break your face
this is a girl you cant replace
dont break her heart
if you do you were never her friend from the start

Happy Birthday :)

I look out to the world afraid to show my face,
I'm afraid of what dreams I'll decide to chase,
I tap my feet and my hands shake
I feel like being here in front is a big mistake

my voice starts to fade
knowing that I'm afraid
I wish I could hide behind a wall
there I would be able to tell it all

there I'd be able to say what i needed to say
and my feelings wouldnt get in the way
after I am done i pretend everything is okay
till another day

Beauty of nature
Renewal of life
The cherry tree blossoms
And lights up the night

The weeping tree's branches
Cascading down after a full bloom
A butterfly; once trapped
Flies out of its cocoon.

The things that you do for love,
Because you think that they are your angel from above,
Do things you would never do before,
afraid that if you didn't they'd show you the door

Because of love you could survive,
With-out it you would take your life,
And it is sad that it would happen because of love

But sometimes there will be risks
Sometimes you will think that life is fixed,
But love is worth it because you can cope,
And with love there is always hope

I slit my wrists

Trying to bleed out
Trying to mask
The pain

And I know
That he wouldn't

Want it
any
other way

He wanted to see me suffer
To see the look
On my face

I'm going insane

Hey y'all
I'm going insane

And it is sad

That he got wanted

He sent me to suffer

Through this pain

All alone
And
We just got off the phone

Tears drown my face
But when I'm in school
I tried to hide the pain

sick and tired of his lies,
the words he spreads around will lead to his demise,
and then I will no longer have to cry,
when he tells another lie

he does it behind my back,
trying to throw me off track,
I will not let him bring me down,
until blood is splattered on the ground

he talks about the ones I love,
and he stands there thinking that- it is something to be proud of,
karma will knock his lights out,
and we will be the only one's- to know what that was about

I'm broken
over the words you have spoken
you have shut my lights off tonight
but now your trying to make things right

I'll never ever forget
all the secrets you have kept
now just stay away from me
if you're going to lie than this just isn't meant to be

I'd rather be homeless
and be told im useless
than to be lied right to my face by someone who i thought was my friend
our friendship i refuse to defend

so tonight the night i say goodbye
claiming that you're the good guy
id rather die
than to keep hearing all these lies

his hugs are as satisfying as hot chocolate on a cold winter day,
they are comforting when things aren't going the right way,
they keep me warm on even the coldest of nights,
standing there admiring the lights

his hugs send a spark with in me,
one I wish he could see,
it isn't about where you have been; but where you are going,
life is forever ongoing

I hope I spend mine in his arms,
where i am safe and face no harm,
my least favorite time of the day is when it is getting late,
but i know I will have something to look forward to when I awake

3 words you said to me. "I hate you,"
What did I even do?
I stopped talking to you so you could stop with the *******,
Oh but you didn't like that.you threw a fit

i put it in the past,
Haters will always finish last,
Not gonna waste my time giving you a direct reply
because sweetie you waste precious time

we all cared about you
Joe, Nathaniel, and me too
The tears i cried while you messed with my mind
maybe it is time I left you behind

people snooping around,
won't stop until bombs hit the ground,
always in someone's business,
I just hope they will keep their distance

I am tired of the drama,
they will meet my friend karma,
taking their anger out on my friend,
soon it will meet its end

leave them alone,
I can handle this on my own,
step up to the plate,
and say what you want to say before it is too late.

everything seems better when he is around
i would visit him if i was allowed
let him hold me when times are rough
hopefully no fights would erupt

he makes my day brighter
he is a fighter
he will be there to make you happy when you are down
there is no reason to frown

his smile lights up the sky
little kids believe they can fly
there is no doubt in my mind that i love him
the first day i met him... i have loved him ever since

Perfection
Jenga
Blockhead
Risk
Twister
30 seconds
Kerplunk
Luck of the Draw

I gave up,
Trying to please you
Because i know that i can't win,
This game that YOU are trying to play,
With me

I am your precious victim,
The one that you despise
But i know that
There is love,
Hidden with-in
Your hideous,
Demented eyes

They lied to me
Once or twice
But I guess your
So called " love "
Will suffice

For now

before I say goodbye, there are a few things I'd like to say..
but Please dont take things, the wrong way..
im going to miss you, some less than others..
the sky is filled with fog, and soon my presence will show radiant colors

[Parts for Joe]
i promise i won't forget you
i wouldnt be able too
just stay strong
if things are to go wrong
and know that i love you
and when i come back you'll be to my rescue
with your arms out wide
i cant wait for you to hold me tight

[for Nathaniel]
i forgot what love is until i met you
Everytime u say i love you, i say i love you too
when i was in your arms
i felt like i was in no harm
but we switched companions
and now that's to everyones attention
if i have kids, you will be their god father
you'll be a needed extra layer

[for Mavee]
my big bro
have you thought about going pro
slashing me with your life savor
hey where's that training waver
but hey seriously ill miss you
dont ask me how much i have no clue
Please take care of yourself
as i know you wish that upon me too
i love you

[for Jasmynn ]
our fights will never change
the strong friendship we made
i know i was a pain in your ***
but i have one last request
while im gone take care of them
because we are all friends
now take care
and remember things are never how they appear

Black and blue,
The two colors that show what she has been through,
Trying to deny the thoughts in her mind,
Afraid that she will be left behind
She has been kicked to the curb
and spit on like a piece of dirt
one day you will miss her heart of gold
her path will soon un-fold
a bright vibrant light
shines through the night
as long as it never burns out there will be hope
and life will always end on a positive note

when water builds up
all on the surface is lost
families re-build

Troubled and
Insecure. I'm a
**** up and make mistakes. And I'm
Faced with the consequences
And I wouldn't want it any other way
Not now or ever shall I stray away
Because
Yesterday all my fears- flew away

And trust me baby
I'm not going away

This is for all my true friends,
They will be with me to the very end,
They will do anything to make me happy,
My best friend used to be my pappy

He passed away a few years ago,
He picked me up when I was feeling low,
When he died he took with him a little girl,
That girl turned into a lady ready to face the real world

I walked up a ramp one day,
Looked for help but it was too far away,
I broke down,
People were looking from all around

Locked up in Isolation
Guarded by golden gates
I look for an exit
But there seems to be no escape

Trapped-
By the ones I love
My "prince"
Is on his way

He will open the gate
That guards my heart
And I shall
Be free again

But-
In time
Retained
By my brutal mind games

Gazing over the ledge
I hear a splash
And something blue appears
Watch it swim by

Gracefully
And yet so natural
Not sure what I see
Is real

The sun glares down
Sweat drowns my face
As the dolphins put on a show
Then freely swim away

I place this kiss
Upon your cheek
For I never know
When we -will next meet

When we met
I melted
as the sun shined through

I was cool under pressure
Until I met you

it is blowing in my face
it used to be my favorite place
im sitting here watching it burn to nothing
it used to save me from cussing

it was in my sight than i watched it disappear
my reflection was scorning me though the mirror
i try to face it each day
some other way

the smell still makes me linger
it takes not much more than a finger
i dont want to go back to that summer night
trying to get my cigarette to light

when you walk into the cafe this is what you see
everyone turns and is staring at me
i look at my friend
and he reaches for my hand

I pull away and get back to the dance
thinking that these guys don't even have a chance
**** and I know it comes on and guys show off their moves
thinking that they know how to dance to the latest grooves

group dance one comes on and my friend has not a clue
I've got to show him what to do
my eyes and smile are the key
he can only dance when he's looking at me.

Trick or Treat
many children roaming the street
hidden identity
game face on- noticeable intensity

masks hiding ones true face
in a hurry for candy, children start to race
vibrant porch lights shining warning children to stay away
but people go there anyways

Decorations filling each street corner
the weather certainly isn't getting any warmer
i for on cant fulfil the age requirements we must meet
so for me there is no Trick Or Treat

Harmful things here and there

These things happen everywhere




Day by day you hide in despair

You wonder what happened back there

Bullies just try to bring you down

Don’t be afraid to stand your ground


When you think you have reached the end of your rope

Don’t give up- there is always hope

Don’t let them get in your head

And never think that you are better off dead

the girl
In the back of the room
the girl
That never raises her hand

the one
Who's afraid of sounding stupid
the one
Who's scared to get hurt

the person
That everybody judges
the person
That isn't good enough

that person
Was me
Before I found my voice

Tonight- he called
Down to me
To deliver a message
For the whole world to see

Envision a place
Where it is safe to dream
Jesus, our savior
Created the land of the free

And if you are ever in need
"Ask and you shall receive"
For Jesus- is the only one
That will never leave

When life gives you lemons
Make lemonade
Because Jesus our savior
Will always come to your aid

As long as you -continue to pray