"I am sorry"
are nothing but empty words
that mean nothing at all
to me

it is the same ****
every day
nothing will ever change
you will always be
the same

why do I even try?
You will never see
the fault in your ways
you will always be
the same

no matter what
I say
it never gets through
to you

you know how
it makes me feel
like I am
all alone
like I am
second

you will always be
the same
so
get out of my way

clouds swirling up in the sky above me
depression
like a funnel
waiting to devour me

to conquer me
to finish me off

in the end
would it even matter?

A waste
of precious space
Getting in
your way

Although a
Part of me
Wishes you would ask me
to stay

I don't want to fight anymore
why should i even try?

but
I am not fighting
this alone

I have to
remain strong
for all the people
I love

They say
"let there be light"
but all I see
is darkness

corruption
in the hands
of those
I was supposed to trust

now I know
that they
are no different
than anyone else

they will
discriminate
just like the rest

but I
will not stop
until I am
the very best