If I will be fooled why not by you?
If it brings despair why not with you?
If I will be ****** why not by you?
If it brings me harm why not with you?

To kiss you is a dream,
To see you smile and gleam.
Maybe lies or whatever it seem,
Maybe we'll just follow this stream.

With your eyes and deadly glare,
I always lose and that's unfair,
For those not only show care,
But I see myself lost in your stare.

Loving you is forbidden,
A rule you have been broken,
Not with me for I do not forsaken,
The law so strong and heavily spoken.

Still I dream of you and sometimes cry.
Still I wish for a never goodbye.
Although very wrong in every eye,
I will still be glad for there was you and I.

I can't remember how many times,
I took a photo and look at those eyes.
Eyes that can't seem to see beyond books,
Those eyes that also see beyond the looks.

It felt so funny to be writing again,
Not because of love or anything vain,
But because I am grateful,
To be a friend of someone cool.

Gosh, I'm playing with words,
Smiling as I create worlds,
Of letters bringing fiction to life,
Waiting for my feelings to ripe.

I guess I just found you amazing,
In the world of stupid normal thinking.
I'm not asking you to want me too,
But I wish that you see me as true.

Through those ****** eyes of yours,
Not with the books you read for hours.
See me as a girl who found you lovely,
Not a girl who wants you badly.

Let me believe in this.
That I've known you for so long,
Because of the laugh I solely miss,
And in time we don't belong.

Let me foolishly believe.
Seconds are longer than minutes.
I wonder how time can deceive,
With moments broken down in bits.

I will keep writing,
Though time is never unlimited.
Clocks will keep on ticking,
But still you in my head.

Let me waste time and never set.
Let it run ahead of us.
Let me forget we just met.
Let it go and pass.

How lovely it is to smile,
After a sad and lonely exile.
How wonderful it is to laugh,
After challenges so tough.

I saw you before,
When I didn't want more,
I saw you again,
And it wasn't like then.

I thought you were gay,
But never trust what others say.
You brought a new color,
Something new to fall for.

A love with a new taste,
An experience with no much haste,
I'd like to savor every moment,
While nothing else is not yet bent.

I hope to wish for the best,
So my heart may have peace and rest.
For you made me much happier,
Please just stay longer.

You're the dreamed horizon,
Now I'll chase the dawn.
I'll see the morning,
With you, I'll be smiling.

To the guy who saw the best in me
Who saw the sparks in my smile
Who saw the smirks in my lonely nights
Who saw the rainbow in my gloom..

To the guy who treated me well
Who shed my tears away,
Who made me smile and laugh
Who pursues me to live

To the guy who loved me most
Who cared in my carelessness
Who stood when I was down
Who loved me when I can't love myself

To the best guy I knew
Im so happy I had you
Im sorry I lost you
But this is the last poem I'll write for you...

I felt myself awaken,
I opened my eyes,
I looked at the ceiling,
I planned my day.

"GET OUT AND SHUT UP,
YOU FILTHY LITTLE RATS,
LIFT YOUR *** AND RUN,
WE'LL BURN YOUR HOUSE DOWN"

I ran down,
With sobs and tears,
Who are strangers?
Why take my wealth?

Without a home,
Where am I?
Without a home,
Who am I?

So sudden and fast,
I was banished and rust,
Where will I go?
In exile of I don't know.