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Jan 2019 · 130
How I Feel? (pt.2)
Angel Escobar Jan 2019
I feel astonished.
It has been almost 4 years since I have posted a piece here
and it has caused me to reflect and look at my life.
Last time I posted, I went through a break up from a toxic relationship
This time I post, I am in a healthy relationship.
Last time I posted, I was innocent and living life like their was no consequences
This time I post, I have experienced things not many people get a chance to or rather not.
Last time I posted, I had no idea what I wanted in life, heck I didn't even know how to socialize with people.
This time I post, I have gotten out of my comfort zone and started pursuing a career that brings me to help people.
Last time I posted, I was scared to find myself not knowing if I was going to live to this date
This time I post, I find myself grateful to have.
How I Feel? I feel amazed.
Mar 2015 · 1.2k
How I Feel
Angel Escobar Mar 2015
Glad. Happy. I don't have a burden on me anymore. I'm single. No more nagging on my ears or you making my hard life. I feel great. Over time we forgot how to love. Complaining was a daily thing. It was awful. I can see how much time I wasted and how much fun I let go for you. How I Feel? I feel great.
May 2014 · 498
my love for you
Angel Escobar May 2014
Its amazing how the heart works.
Every time I see you I get butterflies.
Every time I see you its like I'm seeing you for the first time.
Every time I see you I get lost in your beautiful eyes.
Every time I kiss you I know it has a meaning.
Our love has a meaning.
You tell me how much you hate your body, but in reality I feel in love with the way you are.
I wasnt judging your appearance, I was falling in love with your personality.
My heart tells me to fight for you, care for you, and love you.
You're special.
I love telling you how much I love you and expressing to you why.
Its amazing how it feels like we're bearly going out.
Yeah we have our downs, but I don't think about what to do with my head, I think with my heart.
My heart has helped me a lot.
In the past it has been hurt but you showed me how much you care for it, how much you love it.
My heart is pumping blood through my veins just to be able to see you.
I love the way you are.
I love you, all you.
Love exist everywhere, just take a chance and look for it.
May 2014 · 508
Heaven
Angel Escobar May 2014
How come everyone wants to go to heaven but are scared to die to get to glorified mountains and flowery meadows and pink horizons.
Is heaven really what we all imagine? Why does eveyone want to be under Gods wrath? Will it make us a better person? Is it worth it?
We all imagine heaven being a beautiful place but not everyone wants to get there.. die. Is the trip to heaven worth it all. It takes time and pain, sweat and tears.
Nothing promises us a ticket to enter heaven. Thats whats scary..
What if we have not completed under Gods rules and are rejected into Gods home.
I want to go to heaven, i really do. With all my loved ones and enjoy our second life in peace. Heaven is what we desire to go and not to be rejected by our lord God.
May 2014 · 897
You
Angel Escobar May 2014
You
I have strong feelings for you.
I wish to never fall in love with anyone else.
Your personality is one of a kind, even if you blow up on me at times.
I know you have felt insecure and had problems falling in love again, since you have been broken once.
But give me your heart and I'll cherish it with all my might.
I fell in love with you since day one, you were a special girl, I knew.
I wouldn't be able to find someone else like you... I wouldn't want someone besides you.
We argue but its part of a relationship.. We can just grow stronger from it.
You're so perfect, even though you don't see it. You're so beautiful, I love seeing your eyes, they always give me a feeling that I can't describe.
I wish to always be there for you like you are. I love the fact that youre mine and fight for us.
You're amazing, adorable, my princess
May 2014 · 644
Thinking..
Angel Escobar May 2014
Don't waste time thinking of how bad your past was, but think of how amazing your future will be.
May 2014 · 796
Deep down..
Angel Escobar May 2014
Deep down with the roots of the tallest trees, is my beginning and end. I'm buried with my dreams.
Below that, unearthed, lay the thoughts and words never uttered, that I could feel but never dig up.
-George Brandon
May 2014 · 1.4k
I Love You
Angel Escobar May 2014
You're so beautiful.
I love the way your eyes look.
I love the feeling i get when i stare into your eyes, and i get amazed and trapped in them for hours.
When I look at you it makes my heart beat faster and faster.
You tell me constantly how you hate your "chubby cheeks," but I holding your face while i give you a kiss that has a thousand meanings.
You say how much you hate your body, but the fact that its yours it means a lot.
I fell in love with the way you are.
I love that i get to hold you in my arms and kiss your head.
I feel special having you by myside and being able to call you mine.
Every kiss that i give and gave you has a meaning.
I love that you are you.
You have accepted me for myself and that meant a lot. I Love You
May 2014 · 505
The day i flew
Angel Escobar May 2014
I was flying high up in the clouds, i didnt know where i was going but i was interested to find out where i would end up at. I was filled with questions and wanted answers. "where was i going?" "Is it a good place?" I hoped to find the answers i wanted and thought if i ever would at some point. "Where am i heading too?" I was heading to a big cloud right above my head. I approach it. The first thing i saw was a gate with the words "heaven." I was filled with thoughts. "Am I really? Am I really dead?" As I approach the gate I was looking around, and saw an angel flying by. "What am I doing here?" I thought and then i thought that i really did not belong here. I got woken up by my brother shaking me and asking if i was ok. He said i was asking weird questions. Luckily it was a dream. It felt so real that i remember the details of the angels face. Im scared..

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