I am a child of God
I am not to be played with.
Born with a soul purpose to carry joy & provide.
My flaws may get me into trouble but
My presence shines peace.
Yet, threaten me with your demonize ignorance
& I will introduce you to your grave.
I promise your relationship will be intimate.

So you ask God for the “perfect woman.”
Specifically about her style, traits, personality, believes & well, her body.
Writing down every single detail.
Then it happens- God delivers the woman of your dreams.
It's everything you wanted.
An endless river stream of love poured down into the soul
as everything feels perfect.
Too perfect... or so it seems

Now, you’re worried
It’s uncommon for you to be treated by the “perfect woman.”
As your mind races, you began to panic.
Searching for flaws & hoping to find negative habits.
Yet, you come up with nothing...
So you convince yourself,“ No this can’t be real?!”
You advise the “perfect woman” to leave.
Due to denial, you canceled your dreams.
No trust in God’s plan, signs of guilt tripping.

Now you realized what you have done.
What a mess you made.
You knew you should've stayed.
Regretting your decision
You chase & beg the “perfect woman” to take you back.
She says "no"-which causes frustration.
Now you blew it, & what's worst? You knew it.
So you go back to square one
Where it all began,
Asking God for another "perfect woman" to come into your life again...

“What’s the point in having all of these accomplishments if I can’t even share these moments with somebody???”

~One of the many reasons why I’m gonna get married.

Everybody that you already liked,
you don’t f-k with them no more.

In the beginning,
Me & you had a meet & greet.
We interact with each other
Getting to know one another
As we enjoy the rest of our day together connecting.
Fast forward-Time flies, the days go by
Texting, calling, & meeting you is almost a daily routine.
Things went well, with what seems high promise
However; We never tell how our hearts are truly feeling.

As time goes on, we begin to lose contact.
You stop seeing my face
Distance is placed
Interest seems lost with no knowledge of what caused
You to focus somewhere else.
So....There’s really not much for me to do besides leave & be cool about it.

To be honest:
I can’t be mad, nor even be sad
Also, not to sound mean or make a scene but...
Did I waste my time???

My, my well look at you
The audacity of you looking so good, yeah you sure is cute
Bringing that love & passion, it ain’t no thing
Let me prove myself to you, I’m trying to give you a ring

You got on that new outfit & a bonus check
Pink peony semi-Matte all over them lips
Book smarts-Street knowledge, can’t do no wrong
At the gym, legs fit, upper body real strong

Queen looking real bad, ain’t got no choice
Fall in love every time I just hear her voice
She’s my "P.Y.T-Michael Jackson(R.I.P)", she got that fire & ice
Double-take, owe I had to look at her twice

She boo
She fly
She cute
Can’t even lie
She dope
Real smooth
Girl oooouuu! Yassss you fine!

She look like Bae

We still spend more time & money trying to build over broken cracks  
Rather than tear it all down & rebuild our foundation

I developed from being a young man,
And evolved into a grown man.
Life of happiness and prosperity in abundance of wealth,
Lifelong improvement of my health.
Stay on time paying bills ,
Being one bad brotha that can cook on the grill.
Place faith in this house,
Provide for my lover, so I have to make every moment count.
Instead of going out on weekends to get drunk or cross faded,
I stay home working on poetry,
focus on meditating on top of meditating.
~Forever King