If Medusa took a Xanny,
would the Xanny only sedate Medusa
or would it also sedate the serpents
writhing in her hair?

Hop hopeless off the L
searching for hell
"works" "works"
"subs" "subs"
"Bars" "Bars"
"Xanny Bars"
The Avenue Chant
Howl the diseased infected addicted ****
The Avenue Chant
an open drug bazaar is a beautiful thing for one playing the beautiful *****
Requiem for a Nightmare

You ask what I need
knowing what I want
Hop down the corner
You know the best spot
they got the fire
I got a house to burn
You ask, can I get one?
I think in first person with a laugh
perhaps I would give you a leg for one
I see you could use it
We keep walking
you keep limp, limp, limping down....
Cambria
Crutches clacking off the littered decaying pavement
The boys are out in town (when aren't they)
the block is hot (as always)
I wait around the corner
You do my ***** business
Our ***** business
Everyones ***** business
You swing back, deed done, dirt in hand
awwww
yeahhhhh
the stamp is cobra
I remember this ****. mm.
this **** is good
The printed snake swims up and out
siphoned from a tiny
baby
blue
bag
cleansing all insecurities, all fear, all humanity.

We limp along
You tell me how you ended up on these streets
wife kicked you out, job fired you, veterans insurance cut you.
The American dream as it looks, on Kensington streets,
circa2013
etc. etc. etc

I feel bad, but, not really, emotional skeleton,
Numbed.

I leave you with some rocks, not much,
then go off kicking
rocks all the way Redrocks
H>O<W
long can I continue without being caught in crosstalk.

A skinny white privileged boy from the suburbs
seeing his future
trotting away before his eyes
The
everlasting
haunting
crouching
limping
creature of death
A
rotten
old one
legged
......junk
Y

That night after you dumped me on the phone
I couldn’t stop crying.
My sister gave me a Xanax and my parents took us to Golden Corral.
I turned numb.
Now after 10 years later
You want to reconcile.








No.

⚠️Trigger Warning: The following poem contains subject matter pertaining to substance abuse⚠️
~


Dear Billie Eilish,


I wish I could make you proud


it's just


I DO


need a


Xanny


to feel better

Are you walking Annie
Let me pop a xanny
Before this smooth criminal
Get booked by Danny
Scary sight when they come
Tell Freddy put down the ***
And Jason bring the gang
It’s getting paranormal
So my activity is quiet
Over everything
I not one to hold back
Like Azealia banks
So be prepared to be offended
When I go up in it
Because this sentence
Carries more weight
So wait til the end
I’m a mini gun in call duty
Sprinkle in a lil Duke nuke
Parappa couldn’t even match how I shoot
Bars everywhere like you on a strip
Cause what y’all be spitting
Isn’t sick it’s contagious
How else do you explain
How they exclaim
That they greatest in the game
The reason..the world hasn’t heard my name
So invest in a genius
Not for lyrics
But to eat
Since after I speak
Everybody gone weep
But I’m not into emo rap
So let’s boom bap
And bring back good times
While you huxtables decline
Cause wordsmiths always win
Like I gave a will a pen

They are all temporary:
Pop a Xanny and look at the sky;
You cannot play pictionary
If the board is full of lies.