"spirling" poems
Skin
You have the same skin throughout your whole life
Yet how is it possible to feel like you’re not in your own skin?
This is not me
But yet here I am in front of the mirror
Layers and layers they pile on
Tears stream down my face for I don’t recognize myself anymore.
Tempted to cut it all off
But then they will see
See how much pain I’m in
And I can’t handle that.
I can’t handle any of this
My life is spirling out of control and all I can do is just stand here
Looking at the mirror wondering where I went
And if I’ll ever come back
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 12:01 AM UTC
Years away
A pen put down
A dream lost
A friend forgotten
Now I find them
And lift them up
Life ongoing
World spirling
Love returning
Like rewriting
Hello old friend
And welcome home
Mar 1, 2024
Mar 1, 2024 at 9:16 PM UTC
A dance of pull and push back
A fist encircling a heart
Clutching, Squeezing
Power on one side
Pleading on the other
Out of control
My stomach feels sick
My mind blank
Grasping toward where you were
Spirling into past comforts
Delusional daydreams
Days become memories as they happen
Irrefutable anger
Violence on the body
A mind of blame and contortion
You lay out boxes I can’t fit into
Telling me to get in
I can’t breathe, but you tell me to melt like water and flow.
All I ever wanted was some pull from you
Acceptance and patience of my becoming
But all you know how to do is push back.
Nov 27, 2019
Nov 27, 2019 at 2:19 PM UTC
Why?
This is the quiestion my world
Revolves around
Circling and spinning
Spirling
Why?
Apr 24, 2013
Apr 24, 2013 at 4:27 PM UTC
There was a sense of ultra violet and blue knowing my love for her was true. With sensations of my desires tore through my aspirations of my heart. As it beated with a infatuation. While her geniousness of her mind. Stopped my world from spirling into the abyss. As I found only the perceptions of her trust. With no disceptions of our passions as we turned young to old then to dust. Feeling me with a burning sensation deep in my soul. With temptations kiss that's when I knew her love for me was my only wish.
May 27, 2025
May 27, 2025 at 2:50 PM UTC