"saddly" poems
*I still fantasize over you, every night, i fall asleep thinking about you.
Your eyes, your hands, your lips and the color of your skin.
I fantasize over you, in a chastest and most prudish way.
I imagine your eyes on me and your heavy breath.
I visualize your movements in my head,
The way you're walking and your presence which no one can deny.
In my dreams i remember your body, your arms.
In my dreams i can smell your perfume.
And this smile, oh lord this smile...
I still hear your voice which play in my head like a melody but your words cut as a knife.
You cut my heart in hundreds pieces, and you throw them in the deeps of the ocean with your darkest secrets.
All i wanted was to fix you but you choose to break me instead.*
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 3:33 PM UTC
Looking in your eyes I catch a glimmer of what was once most definitely meant to be.
I can intangibly hear a weary voice inside you and it is screaming to be set free.
Saddly you locked up your spirit tightly deep inside and replaced it with woe and fear.
The person you long to be seems miles away, but keep fighting my love and soon that person will be here.
Let go of everything that ties you down, unleash yourself from the crushing weight that's constructed of all your pain.
Let out that child, the one hidding inside, for they are in desperate need of time to run wild and frolic in the rain.
That surrounding light, your beauty within, almost blinding its grandure reaches ever so high.
Please don't be afraid to open up your wings, feel the rush of the wind when you finally take to the brilliant sky.
Truthfully this journey will not at all be easy, nor will you always be clear on the way.
If you are willing to endure it you may find yourself a little more with the dawn of each new day."
Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 10:32 AM UTC
We don't know
How many pages
It has until now
Or whether it will go for ages.
With four hands and keyboards
We have laid there
Our soul, our dreams, our odds,
Our memories, our hopes, our words.
Now, saddly I am alone
To smith sentences on the paper
And for us, to draw colors of the rainbow.
So, if you feel, come and join me
Back to our book, dreaming a common history.
Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 9:47 AM UTC
You told me to meet you on the hill
And i suddenly got a chill.
I lay here under the stars
As i fall asleep in your arms
And you rest your head against mine,
It feels as though we are intertwine.
I began to gleam
But awoke to a dream.
I see you walk by
So I go and say hi,
But I cant help but look
Until you got me by the hook
And your eyes have me dazed,
But you seem unfazed.
I just wanted to scream
Until I realised it was only a dream.
I sit with you and have a meal
And it seemed so unreal
As you tell a joke that was so corny,
But leads to a good story.
We lose track of time
And it was nighttime,
As you hug me goodbye I began to beam,
But saddly it was all just a dream.
Nov 24, 2011
Nov 24, 2011 at 12:17 AM UTC
It was her beautiful kindess that drew his heart to her like a butterfly lost in a dream and he could see eternity burning in the deep indigo night pools of her eyes and he felt forevers familiar promise seep into the marrow of his soul and saddly he turned away for the fate of routine was bitter sweet and mixed with doubt and heartache and he would give her no less than the sun and the moon and all the stars from the sky and the sea but he had only a lonely heart to offer and he found himself in the always and never
shadows and light of love
Jan 14, 2017
Jan 14, 2017 at 3:41 AM UTC
your kind
but saddly blinded.
you could rewinded
we could redesigned mankind
when its sunny
i feel awesomely
but only with you.
Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 10:56 PM UTC
I am loosing controll spinning around the room fighting memories that just bring the pain take a stronger dose all you see is the world crumbling around you i am so vary lost no right way no path i should take i need love i dont want to be alone my mind exploseds with flashes of memories i cant escape i keep running threw the emotions like they are just delicat flowers. Everything around me slowly fades as i walk alone in this aginizing pain there is no sunshine just darkness the cemetery has wolves ripping up the graves creating my own bed of inturnal sleep like snow white just give md the kiss of life bring me back to life bc i will just keep dying every time memoris will break. No escap no air to breath the drugs are getting stronger finding peace with a world with no way to run or hid just keep finding all your deamsn that tourcher you threw life every mistake another drag loosing control with how high you get saddly theres isnt anyway to fight pain its better just to go threw it and fight your way threw the pain i need your love i need you higs give me the kiss bring me back to life
Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 9:58 PM UTC