"headfuck" poems
Here I am.
In all of my unveiled natural.
I am not a china doll
I am not a superstar
I am a ******* glorious headfuck.
And I make the lights brighter
And worlds bigger
And sounds louder.
I’m that high note
That few people can reach
I am that glory
They brag about from the battlefield
I am home
I am the adventure.
I’ve been higher than the highest mountain.
Brighter than the largest supernova
More graceful than the ****** swan
Here I am.
I scare you
You want me
You hate me
You want to be me
You envy my entire existence
How I can so
Seemingly be
So ******* confident
Within my own skin
And know without a doubt
My purpose
On this earth
You all take that way
I take the way
You wish you would have gone.
Here I am.
Ignore me.
Love me.
Envy me.
Hate me.
I ain’t going nowhere.
Apr 2, 2013
Apr 2, 2013 at 7:41 PM UTC
Feb 6, 2014, 11:37 PM
i miss you and i dont know where you are or if you'll even get these i just really hope youre safe and that you know i love you
Feb 6, 2014, 11:39 PM
and i dont know i dont have anyone to talk to so i'll just write to you i hope you dont mind
Feb 6, 2014, 11:42 PM
the formal got rescheduled to next friday (valentines day, blech) and he texted my aunt and she was like "thats okay, that just means you'll have to take her out tomorrow" and i literally laid down on the floor
Feb 6, 2014, 11:45 PM
i miss you
Feb 7, 2014, 1:33 AM
why do people not care about things or other people i dont understand
i dont know
why do people ask questions if theyre not interested in the answer
Feb 7, 2014, 1:34 AM
i hope your night was okay, i really hope you're alright
i love you man, goodnight
Feb 7, 2014, 2:53 PM
so chris told rhea that the only reason he started dating her was so that he could make gabby jealous or something wow
Feb 7, 2014, 10:40 PM
we got chris in trouble i feel so bad and apparently his mom is an alcoholic and like god, i dont even know i just wanna pat him on the head you know
Feb 8, 2014, 3:21 AM
**** i really miss you i hope you come back soon
Feb 8, 2014, 3:34 AM
i think i dont believe in love anymore
like in the way that i can see other people loving something or being in love with someone and that's perfectly okay and i can LOVE people and things but not well enough and i cant be IN love with anyone and i just i dont know anymore i cant tell if im the headfuck or if everyone else is
Feb 8, 2014 3:44 AM
but i love you
Feb 8, 2014 3:44 AM
whether it's me or you or both of us that's a headfuck and even if i dont really know how to be a good friend to you
Feb 8, 2014, 3:46 AM
i love you
Feb 8, 2014, 3:47 AM
always
Feb 8, 2014, 3:48 AM
i hope one day you're happy
Feb 8, 2014
Feb 8, 2014 at 3:53 AM UTC
This, this, just ******* this
whatever the **** this is
In my head
Its running round in circles
Leading me a merry dance
stamping all over me
Cutting slices to my core
and i can't defend myself from the attacks
because there's nothing physical to push away
its noxious and suffocating
and maybe its just better if I let it take me down
but it surrounds and smothers me just the same
why can't I fight it
I'm so tired and ashamed that its stronger than me
whatever this headfuck is
a grown woman
I should be strong
not right now I'm not
but maybe tomorrow
but I know I'll get headfucked again at some point
and I'll be as defenseless as I always am
**** you headfuck
Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 5:58 PM UTC
It's kind of a head **** honestly
How I can love and love and love
And not stop
No way, no how
No matter how bad you've hurt me
It's funny, actually
How "just the thought of you
Makes me stop before I begin" (Frank Sinatra)
And I feel better
Inevitably, I just do
But you also tear me down
I want to die, but I want to live
I'm trying
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 4:08 PM UTC
Your eyes met hers after having traveled distant countries and having seen different shores
'do you know her?' friends ask.
And you recall her once taking you to a parking lot under the moon to listen to music in the car.
You think of the time she decided to walk you to the shops in the budding storm.
You think of how odd she was,
How you have always been intrigued by it,
How much you loved her.
But she is a headfuck
and you wanted to get away before you could get messed up.
Before SHE could mess you up.
'used to' you tell them.
Jul 27, 2019
Jul 27, 2019 at 8:17 AM UTC
My baby is a headfuck
Is someone getting the best of you?
I tried so hard and got so far
And now the end is near
Turn around bright eyes
It’s time to say goodbye
I want to break free
It’s my life, it’s now or never
Take me, anywhere, far away, from here
Made a wrong turn once or twice
I’m hanging by a moment
There’s still tomorrow, hold on, hold on
With a rebel yell
Like a champagne supernova in the sky
It’s time to try defying gravity
And you can tell everybody
I’m moving on up
And you’re gonna hear me roar
I’m free as a bird
I believe in a thing called love
And I’m feeling good
Apr 27, 2019
Apr 27, 2019 at 5:38 PM UTC