"couldent" poems
Samantha was caring, Samantha was kind,
but sadly she fell for the wrong guy.
He said he loved her, and she was such a find.
You'd never guess he was amonster in disguise.
The bruises, and pain; she lived in fear.
Clinging on to the "hope" she lasted a year.
He the ventriloquist watched his puppet swing.
Samantha couldent escape her "masters" string.
Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 9:37 PM UTC
Buried down inside my mind
Hidden deep within
Are thoughts I cannot tell
Of hate and lust and sin
Darkness rules this place
Where I often go to visit
A heart that is willing
Is Satans only requisite
There I meet the demons
The ones that cause me shame
Gropeing all upon me
Yelling out my name
Tempting me to do
Acts I thought I couldent
Thoughts and visions seen
Of things I know I shouldent
I turn to try to run
And from the evil flee
But I cannot escape
The temptations holding me
At last I break away
It is only a short reprieve
For soon again I'm tempted
By the lies the demons weave
Feb 1, 2013
Feb 1, 2013 at 3:53 PM UTC
I´ve been staring at the way your eyes
flicker everytime we pass
a bed
I guess I couldent bare
the thought of you naked
fine and all without me
But behold my secrets
moved on without me saying goodbye
You drank everything that was on my lips
a sweet suffocating feeling
a crowded mind burned alone
I tried to hold on
rejecting your calls
at the same time I saw my life
circle around me
Oct 15, 2015
Oct 15, 2015 at 10:57 AM UTC
Later, I'd swear that the empty bottles
and the smell of smoke had
rotted my clothing away
I think I may have tried scrubbing myself
with dirt; i found blood on my hands and my feet
the next
morning
sweat was everywhere in my eyes
the only thing that made the stench
go away was soaking myself in perfume until
my skin pruned
and i couldent breathe
no sleep, no heatbeat here in this body
who needs breath
who needs love, after all
break the mirror, replace your artificial beauty
scream "wantmeneedme saveme"
watch them want you.throw out your artificial hope.
replace your broken records
now start to play them all again
Aug 31, 2011
Aug 31, 2011 at 1:58 PM UTC
When I was little,
I was given two gifts.
The gift of beauty,
The gift of love,
They were placed upon my soul.
Sometimes they would seem small,
Or in some cases,
just the opposite.
But knowing i would always have them,
It was okay.
Then,
Years later,
I felt an aching pain,
Something was missing.
The love i felt turned rotten.
I had to start over.
The love I was bestowed,
Wasn't enough,
Anymore.
I needed to find a new love.
So i waited,
I watched.
I observed the happy,
And the hearbroken.
I tried.
I really did.
I looked and looked.
Searched.
Was fooled and tricked,
And very confused.
But i was wise beyond my years.
I knew that this waiting was a sign,
A sign of good to come.
Then,
After so many tears,
After so much abuse,
From the shadows,
There he was.
The match I've been searching for
We talked.
Shared our lives.
I figured out where my other half was,
How he came to be.
I began to give him my heart.
The old love that I had.
I placed in his hands.
He didnt notice,
but i did.
I didnt care if i never gained anything.
Just being in the presence,
Of this magnificent creature,
Was enough for me.
I wasnt guaranteed love back,
But i could tell he was different.
He had the same life,
The same experiences.
Where has he been all this time?
I began to grow attatched,
Feel comfortable,
I felt my soul growing on his.
As long as i was with him,
Or even thought of him,
I had all the love in the world.
The thought of loosing him,
Chilled my bones.
Almost all my love,
Was in with him.
The love didn't matter,
Only he did.
But one night,
The little love I had,
Was entirely ripped out of my soul.
By none other than,
him.
I was blindsided,
I had always been careful,
Why did i trust him.
He the began to drain the little love I had,
Straight from my soul.
But that wasnt enough.
You see,
Before me,
There was another.
She was my opposite.
A different beauty.
She possesed different eyes,
Different skin,
A different soul.
He was drawn to that soul,
But could not have it,
Until he gained the gift of love.
My gift.
Beauty was rare,
And it was extreamly rare to posesses the feeling,
Of that precious gift.
He couldent leave me with that pleasure,
So he ripped the love,
He ripped the beauty,
Right out of me,
And gave it to her.
What kills me even more,
My soul he still has,
A piece of my heart forever.
I am left shattered on the floor,
With no one to peice me back together.
And hes starting a new beginning.
My new beginning.
And hes fine,
Hes smiling with her.
And I'm here writing.
Trying to search for an answer.
Trying to make peace.
Becacuse this was the one story,
I havent learned from yet.
the story of,
him.
Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 11:23 PM UTC
She was once trapped in a dark void,
She was crying, and everything that was once happy was now destroyed.
She had lost all hope, for it had been Seven years,
When I saw her in the Sacred Realm she didnt shead a tear.
She explained to me why we couldent be together,
She was a Sage, and I was the Hero of Time, we were on opposite ends of the teather.
Before Princess Zelda, I always wanted you,
But now we can't be, so we both need to coup.
I thank you for being here for me so we can face him together,
Even though we are on opposite ends of the teather.
Maybe we just wern't meant to be,
Or maybe our destinys changed when I entered the Great Deku Tree.
Yes, thats probably where it all changed,
Or where our destinys already arragneged?
Jun 27, 2013
Jun 27, 2013 at 9:39 PM UTC
You said i was perfect
The perfect person for you
But the you go and say your not for me
I cant go a day without talking to you
But i know you not talking to me
Couldent effect you
At all
Aug 28, 2012
Aug 28, 2012 at 10:04 PM UTC
I just need to express some **** I don't want to Wright a poem or a song, I want to talk stupid jump to conclusions and make no sense.
I dont care if im wrong or not, im high and ****** In a situation like this, **** Makin Sense im'a sit awake all night randomly switch topics. and wright bull **** so random it can't be right.
Once apon a time somewhere that the government couldent find, a middle aged man found a rip in the the sky. He couldent feel it so he spent every day observing the odditie and feeling its force stronger by the day. At night it disappeared and came to light when the sun would shine. He left his home in the bush with out anything to survive. His wife couldn't bear life so before he left he teasd her like he wanted *** Just as she felt wet he backed up and said," every man likes *** every man loves Brest's, bear skin and biting necks. I am no exception to the weakness of men but iv wasted my best years trying again and again to give you my son, i would've settled for a daughter but still your poisoned body never let me feel the satisfaction of being a father. I was forced into this union and now my life is half past I regret my choice to honor my dad, but even more i regret not taking my fathers chance, to pray with the lords and and stab you in your sinful womb . Lucky for you i said i couldn't, take the life of the women i gave my vow 2 in the sun in front of god to keep alive long before it was discovered you were poisend inside .
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 5:39 AM UTC
i couldent tell you whats wrong even i tried
and i tell you that im alright dont assume that just lied
sometimes i just need space and just alittle time
i got alot of secrects but half of them arent mine
Sep 13, 2014
Sep 13, 2014 at 8:36 PM UTC
what have i done i k new that i have trusted you but maybe to day i hate what i have become cause every dream i have hate what has been wo did i **** in my own silence. i have the feeling when i remembered something and one day t was to late to say sorry for something i didnt even knew what has happpened
i miss have you as my best friend
i hate how we have gone our own ways
i hated why i needd you the most
i wish i couldent stop my tear
i wish our lives coldnt be this way
i hated how me and you fought over what secrets have been said
my ******* day has became the fear on me getting forced to speak on the stage with fear that im choking up already
i remeber all the gifts and love we are all to gathere but my last day ended threw the sun turning blue
the day is turning in to a misty blue shadow that only begain to folow around me since im not strong enought to follow my lungs fill with fear as my lungs deflate
i hate we could both break the scilence to be to gather
if our self cant what ever
Nov 19, 2015
Nov 19, 2015 at 9:29 AM UTC
i never could hate
that word is terrifying to me
i can never hurt or leave you behind
i only love
i will never be mean
ill always forgive you even if it was a huge mistake
im the kinda guy who never hates or hurts i couldent be harsh
i will always forgive
i will be hard on you if you be come a threat to me
but ill never be mean hate hurt you
i will always listen to you
i cant be mean cause where dose that get you
Nov 20, 2015
Nov 20, 2015 at 2:59 PM UTC
I want to stop
I swear i will
I’ll put down the fork and spoon and I will be still
Leave me alone
Let me heal
But every time you try, you see, it’s not just food I steal
I steal happiness and memories and sleep
I steal all the smiles full of teeth and money you cant keep
Because we spent it all on hospital trips wondering why I cant eat
And they’ll give me medicine
And then the cycle will begin again
——-
When I was 16 I finally was fit
I could run and jump and sing until I made myself sick
It’s fine during the daytime when you see me standing tall
But at night i’d crumple and i’s fall
You don’t know what I hid inside my walls
Because I hid happineiss and memories and sleep
I hid all the smiles full of teeth and money we couldent keep
Because we spent it all on hospital trips
Wondering why I can’t eat
And they’d give me medicine
And the cycle would begin again
————-
Now im almost 22 and I’ve destroyed my home
Muscles turn limp and my heart is stone cold
I only feel happiness with a mouth full of food
I know this cant be the life I choose
And i bit off more than I can chew
Maybe my lifes better without you
Because you aren’t happiness and memories and sleep
You aren’t smiles full of teeth but you gave me money that I still need
Because you aren’t perfect so why should I be
And i’ll take my medicine
But I won’t come home again
Because home isn’t giving in
And I’m so much more then when i eat
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 2:04 AM UTC
First off I'd like to introduce myself ill use my nick name so the common wealth can't find someone to blame and send to jail...
My uncle was like my father and named me ztickz cuz I was skinny and strong. he took care of me and helped me along. this is a poem that ill read like a song, its a story asking how it went so wrong...
So learn the words and speak along.
long before my eyes were blue and my hair was blond my father was gone and my mom was doing it all wrong. teenage girl with a big belly smokin out a dope **** Drinkin with the hopes that the bump would be gone.
December 97 is when i came along, born ****** up i couldent tell you everything mom was on. Liquor brought me out quicker and dope gave her hope that the party was on. Barely turned 16 gave birth to me and couldent deal with thinking that her fun was gone. She was young thin and blond she wasent gonna stop until her body wouldn't let her party on.I can't recall cuz i was to young but im sure a week of rest was to long. Started out she was never gonna be away for to long.
Jul 10, 2016
Jul 10, 2016 at 8:17 AM UTC