"arctics" poems
In Worcester, Massachusetts,
I went with Aunt Consuelo
to keep her dentist's appointment
and sat and waited for her
in the dentist's waiting room.
It was winter. It got dark
early. The waiting room
was full of grown-up people,
arctics and overcoats,
lamps and magazines.
My aunt was inside
what seemed like a long time
and while I waited and read
the National Geographic
(I could read) and carefully
studied the photographs:
the inside of a volcano,
black, and full of ashes;
then it was spilling over
in rivulets of fire.
Osa and Martin Johnson
dressed in riding breeches,
laced boots, and pith helmets.
A dead man slung on a pole
"Long Pig," the caption said.
Babies with pointed heads
wound round and round with string;
black, naked women with necks
wound round and round with wire
like the necks of light bulbs.
Their ******* were horrifying.
I read it right straight through.
I was too shy to stop.
And then I looked at the cover:
the yellow margins, the date.
Suddenly, from inside,
came an oh! of pain
--Aunt Consuelo's voice--
not very loud or long.
I wasn't at all surprised;
even then I knew she was
a foolish, timid woman.
I might have been embarrassed,
but wasn't. What took me
completely by surprise
was that it was me:
my voice, in my mouth.
Without thinking at all
I was my foolish aunt,
I--we--were falling, falling,
our eyes glued to the cover
of the National Geographic,
February, 1918.
I said to myself: three days
and you'll be seven years old.
I was saying it to stop
the sensation of falling off
the round, turning world.
into cold, blue-black space.
But I felt: you are an I,
you are an Elizabeth,
you are one of them.
Why should you be one, too?
I scarcely dared to look
to see what it was I was.
I gave a sidelong glance
--I couldn't look any higher--
at shadowy gray knees,
trousers and skirts and boots
and different pairs of hands
lying under the lamps.
I knew that nothing stranger
had ever happened, that nothing
stranger could ever happen.
Why should I be my aunt,
or me, or anyone?
What similarities
boots, hands, the family voice
I felt in my throat, or even
the National Geographic
and those awful hanging *******
held us all together
or made us all just one?
How I didn't know any
word for it how "unlikely". . .
How had I come to be here,
like them, and overhear
a cry of pain that could have
got loud and worse but hadn't?
The waiting room was bright
and too hot. It was sliding
beneath a big black wave,
another, and another.
Then I was back in it.
The War was on. Outside,
in Worcester, Massachusetts,
were night and slush and cold,
and it was still the fifth
of February, 1918.
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i.
impressions
shapes
and sounds,
the shady-lane
trees,
the yellow
balloons
of the skies
icy arctics,
the pink
feathers of
the soil.
ii.
surreal as the
shifting day,
turquoise and
angular, bright
sky drowned
in the cold, brisk
air, language
of love and air,
base note of love.
iii.
love, impressions of
light and dark,
soft brush stroke
of sea-blue, air
the colour of
lips.
iv.
witching night,
darkling clouds
pressed to the sky,
love, settling like
a mist.
v.
sweet lips
sipped,
incredible
sky of our
dreams,
drawn close
like the
pillowy clouds.
Apr 4, 2017
Apr 4, 2017 at 7:02 AM UTC
Summer rain, melting Arctics
and the lipids lining the nerves
in your brain. These are the metrics
of our times. Mere resolve
is not enough to take care
along the highway—you need wheels and prayer.
When you realize there’s no there there
that’s a scary day. End there.
August, the extinction is terrifying.
Quiet, too quiet. 100% humidity, not a single insect flying.
Summer morning, summer evening, sighing
the sighs of purgatory—grief without pain, death without dying.
I’ve chosen the safety of these mountains
and the beauty of their mists—such perfection
which anyone can have for the asking.
All you need to know is the names of things.
Conflict, coercion, war, strife.
Flying high in April, shot down over Germany.
Have a good day. That’s life. Fix yr brakes.
When I hit a pothole my fillings sing.
Anything’s possible, it’s impossible
to know what will happen until it’s happened.
You can’t know what you’re doing until it’s done
and even then you stare in wonder
unmoved yet moved by the stillness
a pure goodness, bone stillness, potential energy. You can practice it
in the city or the desert.
The wilderness or the mirror over your dresser.
Dec 2, 2019
Dec 2, 2019 at 12:25 PM UTC
I will explore the Earth.
Ascend the cliffs, descend the seas.
Travel with the sun to the west,
continuing to the east.
Flee heat to the arctics,
follow to the tropics.
I'll run in the deserts,
jump into the oceans.
I'll run in the jungles,
and dive into the skies.
Disappear from home
to appear in the wild.
To see, to hear.
To smell, to taste.
To feel, to live.
I will explore the Earth.
Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 11:54 AM UTC
From Americas rocky mountain tops
To the Himalayan snow capped peaks
These are the things of nature
That all of us should keep
Australias barren outback
Englands green and pleasant hills
Nature free for all mankind
Who seek her gentle thrills
From the Amazon tropic forests
To the arctics icy wastes
Things of natural beauty
When traveled at natures pace
The azure blue seas of the Pacific isles
Cruel dark seas of the southern cape
Placed there by natures hand
To be respected without hate
Drab plumage of the desert vulture
Bright birds of Paradise
Birds of every colour
Birds of every size
Scorpions of the desert sands
And the grey atlantic seals
Both there for a reason
As only nature can reveal
Think about the lion
The African king of beasts
The soft eyed Chinese panda
That our children find so cute
Mountain tops and hidden valleys
Vast lakes and rolling seas
All put there by natures hand
But not to be abused
Animals, reptiles, birds
Put there for me and you
They should be studied in the wild
Not trapped inside a zoo
We cannot alter history
Or repair the damage we have caused
But we can stop the mass destruction
Of the world that's mine and yours...
Also around the world in fourty lines
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 6:20 AM UTC
From ambivalence to ferocity, she
Touching everything at times
Gently her soft hair over
Follicles and skin through
Reeds in marshes and then
Grassy planes
Across thresholds
To the leaves of autumn
From antipodes to tropics
From arctics to alps
Even the immovable
Will feel her
And they too
Will tremble
MChallis @ 2015
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 10:43 PM UTC
Today was a good day.
I had one worry; it died.
My soul lost weight; my heart
Found its way back up
From the bottom of my belly.
That, and the sun
Shone all day.
We're not spoiled with that
Here in the semi-arctics.
I didn't go hungry for a
Split-second.
I laughed until I cried
Several times at work.
Every face I saw on the street
Had a feeling of friendliness
To it.
With days like these; who needs
Dreams?
I'll sleep like a fat, old cat tonight.
Content and unafraid
Of tomorrow.
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 10:18 AM UTC
Am I really trapped, or is it a prison of my mind?
I try to run, but my body stops moving.
My mind wanders across the planet,
I can sense the vast wilderness.
A need to experience it all comes over me.
Yet I stay imprisoned here.
Caught in a cage forged by force.
Too strong for me to break,
too small for me to ignore.
It is what I want, but so far I can't.
Unsuccessful; I punish myself.
In vain, I try, I push, I pull,
but my brain beats my brawns.
I'm stuck, entrapped.
If I had the strength, I'd tear apart the shackles,
the shackles that keep me locked away.
If i had the courage, I'd break off the chains,
I would explore the Earth.
Ascend the cliffs, descend the seas.
Travel with the sun to the west,
continuing to the east.
Flee heat to the arctics,
follow to the tropics.
I'd run in the deserts,
jump into the oceans.
I'd run in the jungles,
and dive into the skies.
Disappear from my grave
and appear in the world.
To see, to hear.
To smell, to taste.
To feel, to live.
Never again in fear.
Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 11:53 AM UTC
Salty rain begins
Gliding its way down trunks
Getting lost in fabric leaves
Or resting gently on cheeks
Basking in the heat of skins
Molten bean soup
Housing shoals of ****
And Silken soy islands
Habituated by scallion trees
Brewing the perfect flavor group
Then a beam above
A blinding light
Followed by silver
Crashing with all might
With the grace of a bellied dove
The crash pays homage to Moses
Splitting tectonic plates
Paving a path to the scoop
The stew child ascends
And the gap below closes
Into the cave it goes
Entry barred
a serpent slithers
Corralling refuges back to nest
The only ritual it knows
The rain is dense
A body is a temple
This temple a sauna
Coated in scorched poison
It yearns for a cleanse
Watered Calvary sweeps in
Purging vile spice
With soothing touch
But glass only holds so much
And the cure is left thin
Slamming the clear dome
Icebergs swish
In a desolate tomb
But a savior passes by
Returning sea to the arctics home
Hope is restored
Now it’s time to desecrate
Pangea resumes
It won’t stop
Until bowl is fully toured
Aug 10, 2025
Aug 10, 2025 at 4:42 PM UTC
maybe you are right
maybe we are not meant for each other
i tried my best to stay
but you keep pushing me away
you shoved me with your cold, cold attitude
like winter in the arctics
i realized there is no use for me
to chase after you any longer
the longer i stay
the more it hurts
maybe i am not
good enough for you
what am i?
just a speck of dust in your galaxy
lost in your orbit
trying to find my way home
so now,
i decided
to stop
chasing after you
thank you
for the memories
thank you
for the chance
to hold you in my arms
even if it's only for a while
so goodbye,
i hope you find a better man.
Apr 21, 2019
Apr 21, 2019 at 10:53 AM UTC
Act I: One
Giant pines are
dancing carelessly
Soon,
it will flow
all over me
and we'll be united
in indifferent coldness
of snow flurries
of winter gusts
Act II: Letter to Santa
Dear Santa,
Please ask North Pole winds
to take me to arctics
where my thoughts would freeze
and my soul would rest in peace
Coldest regards,
Lotus
Act III: Wolves
Night is descending
Something moves among trees
humming, hissing, and howling
just like an angry beast
It finds the demons inside me
they are circling around me
their eyes impatient
waiting for their feast
In a moment of weakness
they will attack me
tear me apart
salty sweat and ****** mist
Oct 13, 2017
Oct 13, 2017 at 8:34 PM UTC