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663 · May 2015
Blind Date
Willard Wells May 2015
Spent many years
Searching
But not knowing
What for

Thought that
Happiness was mine
But did not know
Life like love is blind

Saw signs of trouble
With subtle hints
She was colder than
Most fish

Knew it was coming
And had no regrets
As the door closed
Behind her she left

Rethought the future
Went on with life
Searching for new love
To light up the night


Asked friends
And acquaintance
To find
Me a date

I waited for her
At Starbucks for a blind date
And then she arrived
How do I rate

Her porcelain skin
Dark brown eyes
Long dark hair
She caught my eye

Found new love
After a few dates
Now life is fine
New love sublime
654 · Aug 2015
Ginger
Willard Wells Aug 2015
hear the drum beat now
jazz, blues, rock and far beyond
ginger baker rocks
639 · Jun 2015
Home For The Holidays
Willard Wells Jun 2015
“Over the River and through the Woods to grandma's house we go”.

Have you checked on grandma lately??
Grandma don't live over no river
And not through the woods,
NO.

She's in Florida
Left no forwarding address.
For birthdays and Christmas
She sends cards and money

That say from anonymous.

The only time we hear from her
Is if there's a Madonna concert
You know their about that same age

Menopause was left behind
And then replaced
Jazzercise, yoga, spinning
Running and last but not least

That personal trainer
To get her in shape
And she hopes
She might even get a date
Maybe a smile??
637 · May 2015
Mind Control (Senryu)
Willard Wells May 2015
Darkness brings your fears
            Your mind can control your fears
Breaking Mind Control
611 · Jun 2015
Soul Place (Senryu)
Willard Wells Jun 2015
Looking at my soul
Deep within a secret place
Guiding me in life
605 · May 2017
Passion
Willard Wells May 2017
Tread softly as you venture into the dark mist of love and lust.
Searching out that moment of heat that brings passion.
576 · Nov 2016
Relativity of Love
Willard Wells Nov 2016
The more time
we are together,
the longer our time apart.

The more moments
I share with you,
the greater the beauty in my life.

I miss you more
with every extra
moment of your life you share.
564 · Feb 2016
Flight
Willard Wells Feb 2016
lifting up skyward
wind providing the power
wings slowly flapping
carried higher as I soar
through clouds taking flight today
560 · Jul 2015
Spring Ice Ride (Tanka)
Willard Wells Jul 2015
{arctic spring arrives
like cubes of ice floating by
seals jumping on chucks
of ice floating by to get
rest from the polar bear chase}
Remembrance of the shores in Barrow, Alaska.
556 · Sep 2016
Lunar Time
Willard Wells Sep 2016
Lunar times, seasons pass,
my mind seems lost in a fog of time,
with the pull of the moon on my mind,
leaves me searching for I know not what,
like I have found a black hole within my mind.
554 · Jan 2016
Early Morning (Haiku)
Willard Wells Jan 2016
early morning clouds
drifting shapes across the sky
till the sun shines through
548 · Jul 2015
Independence Day
Willard Wells Jul 2015
Time to wave the flag
Giving thanks for our freedom
Lighting up the fourth.
Inspired by work of Donna. Thanks,
545 · Apr 2016
In The Present
Willard Wells Apr 2016
I am better today than yesterday,
not as good as I will be tomorrow,
yet not to take away
from the joy that is today,
as it is I take in air.
539 · Dec 2015
Doors Of Love
Willard Wells Dec 2015
A door closed on love,
my heart was sinking,
with thoughts of failure in life.

A door opened to love,
my heart is soaring
with thoughts of a beautiful life.
526 · May 2015
Equality (Senryu)
Willard Wells May 2015
Men are all equal
Hatred turns a man's heart cold
           While love does bring warmth
525 · Oct 2016
Seasonal Peace
Willard Wells Oct 2016
I feel the shadow
moving slowly across
the view of life
as the season's change.

The transition of light
limited by the shortness
of the day bringing
me to a yearly change.

Drawing me to a darker place
within the depths
of my mind.
I find comfort within.

Slowly withdrawing
from the world
I know,
finding comfort in solitude.
522 · May 2015
Faint Voices
Willard Wells May 2015
Many years have past
             Since heard their voice
                                 When last heard, was faint

And  I still hear
             The voices
                                  Even though gone, voices faint

When you look at the years
                Of all those lost
                                   The voices stay with you though faint

Happy memories the past
                  Sometimes that is best
                                   To keep memory close even if faint

Never forget the love
                  Which is always there
                                    Through life or death keep fears faint

When the time is right
                   It becomes your night
                                     As the light of your life becomes faint

Reunited again with voices from the past, they will be strong and no longer be faint
I wrote a tribute to my mother and this is a re-work of it for a more general memorial.
518 · Jan 2016
Moment
Willard Wells Jan 2016
Our past is just that,
it cannot be changed.

Our future has not arrived
so we do not know what life may bring.

All we truly have in life is this very moment.
No future, no past.

Just this moment in time to savor.
Knowing your life, you control right now.

So each day look in the mirror,
say well done, I have done well.

Your past and your future at this moment do not exist.
517 · Sep 2015
Slow Flow
Willard Wells Sep 2015
Cravings come slowly
even when you say
no, never again.

Feelings slowly rise
with tightness creeping
into my chest.

Brain is racing now
fighting the urge
to taste the rush once more.

Avoiding friends
from the past
that can fill your need.

Running to avoid
the sweet taste
as the drip becomes a flow.

Feeling the draw
of the warmth of
being in my mothers arms.

Nodding now
as the fluid
streams into my veins.

Escape will be
mine now
as the pain and world fade away.

Happiness is now complete within the darkness.
I have an addictive personality, but I in no way have practiced self medication as expressed here. I have worked with many addicts.
513 · Dec 2015
Gentle Touch
Willard Wells Dec 2015
Laying down this night
feeling restless so no sleep.
Thoughts racing in the dark,
already looking for the light.

First a gentle touch
as finger reach my shoulder bare.
A hand now resting on my chest,
give me pause as I start to rest.

Then a leg gently
draped across me,
feeling the warmth,
my love close.

Now her body
wrapped to me,
like pretzels intertwined.
A gentle sleep is now mine.
513 · May 2015
Scent (Senryu)
Willard Wells May 2015
***** and musk
Rapid breathing and heart rate
    Command me I'm yours
512 · Sep 2016
Sweet Dreams
Willard Wells Sep 2016
Stars shine as night falls
the sandman comes
bringing sleep with sweet dreams
509 · Oct 2016
Shadow Passing
Willard Wells Oct 2016
Can you dry away the tears.
They are not planned,
But just appear.

A thought of the past,
Memory so vivid,
Suddenly emotions come forth.

Standing on a street corner,
Taking in the sites;
A shadow seems to cross your path.

Orifice sensations light you up.
Memories again renew your past.
You search around with your eyes.

Hoping to match senses again,
With memory of the past.
To feel that rush you had that did not last.

As you look left,
And then to the right, up ahead.
There's nothing in-sight.

But the memory is there though lost.
And will lay in wait in the dark.
So your heart can race again.

When again the shadow passes.
495 · May 2015
Just A Number
Willard Wells May 2015
As I grow older
And look back in time
I have no regret for all time

I have loved and lost
And loved again
And again

As my life past by
And boy did it fly
But then again

That's Life

Now I had a vision
When a youth
Of being 20 and out of my youth

Now I look on that vision
When no longer a youth
Not past my prime and I hope not my youth

But the turn of an ankle the lift of skirt and I remember my youth
In a way some of Terry Collett's work brought this to mind. Thank you Terry.
490 · Jun 2015
Summer Solstice
Willard Wells Jun 2015
solstice sun burns hot
scorching earth dawn to dusk
moisture ****** from earth
Another dry day California
489 · Jul 2015
Firecracker (Senryu)
Willard Wells Jul 2015
" Happy Birthday "


born on July fourth
always a firecracker her
yep that was my mom
483 · Sep 2015
Change
Willard Wells Sep 2015
As the shadows
grow long and
the days become short.

Winter approaches
as the leaves of color
fall from the trees.

Flowers disappear
as the light of day
fades to shortened time.

Wrapping plants
in blankets
to protect from incoming cold.

Gathering wood
to pile by the hearth
in preparation for a cold stormy night.
478 · Nov 2015
Rose Colored Glasses
Willard Wells Nov 2015
As I continue to sit
tittering on the
edge of the realm
of my mind.

Pressure still pushing
against the frame
that they say
protects my brain.

My rambling here
will be interpreted
to reflect the view
of some with no real true view.

Fearing not others views,
as long as I
can focus on a life
that's true.

Life will be happily
viewed, from behind
my gold rimmed
rose colored glasses.

Life is what you make it.
475 · Dec 2015
Indonesia Caning
Willard Wells Dec 2015
Friends and maybe some
infatuation added
they cruelly caned

they call it culture
going against some mean God
reject forgiveness  

my God forgives all
just ask and that's all you need
and not bamboo canes
" Caning in Indonesia is said from God, but not my God "
470 · Nov 2015
Green Earth
Willard Wells Nov 2015
it was a surprise
not seen ever in some lives
rain brings back all life

simple to enjoy
hoping it's around again
and does not stay gone

loving the sunshine
as it brings life to our earth
only if it rains
(A little rain must fall)
469 · Apr 2016
My Night Sky
Willard Wells Apr 2016
Dancing light of that sliver
of a silvery moon shines.
Since you've been gone,
I search for you
among the stars.
Searching out the brightest one,
Since I know that's you.
465 · May 2016
Night Sky
Willard Wells May 2016
Time moves slowly,
within the realm of my universe.
The sun rises,
as the moon fades
along with the stars.

The night sky will change
as I venture to new worlds.
Constellations not familiar to me,
will fill me with awe.
That first step of the journey
grows near, as I resist my internal fears.
463 · Jun 2015
Mush
Willard Wells Jun 2015
Looking on the vastness of the sea of ice
Being pushed up into a wave that stays frozen in time
Until spring and the gradual breakup of the ice
Floating chucks from the size of a dinghy to a full size ship

Cold and unforgiving the weather far below zero
Winds howling across the ice
Leaving a white fog below
And freezes everything in sight

But look quick because it will soon be dark
No ships on the sea except frozen in place
As you walk where they use to be
Dogs on the ready to head out today

Sled loaded with goods to stay warm and survive
Parka, gloves and boots with layers below
Necessities of life when it's -60 below
Waiting till noon for just a little light

Even though soon it will be just like night.
Giving the command to mush on you huskies
Dogs off in a rush excited to run
We survive together or not at all

This place is unforgiving to one an all.
time in Akaska
446 · Mar 2017
A Moment in Thought
Willard Wells Mar 2017
For unknown real reasons, I find myself speaking of journeys. The term transitioning seems to be slipping into my vocabulary.

I read of finding enlightenment, but where is it found. Really, I never knew I had anything like enlightenment that was missing. Happiness seems to be what I want to add to life, whether my life or that of another. Life, meaning, another human, which is not a color, culture, political, religious or anything, just a human as in all Gods children.

So, is my happiness, my enlightenment? If not, it is of little matter to me, since my joy and happiness is at a level that I do not find the need to do more than continue in my journey and transition.

Peace be to you all and great blessing in your journey of life.
Willard Wells Dec 2015
These are the fact and it
happened just this way, on this
date December 7th, 1941.

Coming in at early sun by surprise
with sleep still in our eyes.
Bombs start dropping as we run.

Looking for shelter to avoid
the rain of bombs.
Hangers, houses, planes,
and ships in the number.

The world did change
on this day
that they bombed
Pearl Harbor.
Never forget, but please forgive.
439 · Jun 2015
Mama's Boy
Willard Wells Jun 2015
To rise early and be bundled up
Still not really awake
As the car moves down the highway
The sun just rising over the eastern horizon

We have been on the road for two days
My father driving at a high rate of speed
Another adventure of travel
From where we are to where we've been

After a hour and miles behind
Breakfast to fuel the daily run
Towards the past and family pact
Annually we meet like a clan

As we arrive at the park
It's hugs all around
As brothers and sisters
Aunts and uncles

Gathering to see the family of their past
BBQ and potato salad
With bags full of chips
And soda for the kids and beer for adults

Kids running about playing games of tag
Throwing a Frisbee sometimes with dad
Lawn darts and softball
There were games to be had

The day comes to an end
And smiles all around from a great time
Then soon again we are back on the road
And the adventure begins anew

From where we had been
To where we are now
As the park fades away
And we have miles to go

Tears from my mother
As she relates her fears
Of how soon she will see
Her family and parents again

I sit there in silent sadness
As I see her face drawn
As the tears run down her cheeks
And so began my life as mama's boy
Travels as a child
437 · Jul 2015
God's Tease
Willard Wells Jul 2015
baked daily by heat
God teasing and giving hope
it just sprinkled rain
Another dry day in California
436 · Jun 2015
Night Terror
Willard Wells Jun 2015
Night comes creeping with the gradual fading of light,
Slipping into the darkness of my mind as the light leaves the day.

Thoughts of what I have done up to this point put at bay.
What is to become of me in this life, I cannot be shaped like a piece of clay

Starting when young the treatments I learned
Attempting to control the active mind that runs my world.

Patience and control were not within my grasp.
Trying to slow the information that leaves me out of control.

Lack of control and hiding from much of life.
Fear to go out of my house whether day or night

Now becoming my prison I cannot get out
Sitting in my closet to limit my space to control

There is no end in sight and I see no light
Just the darkness within as the voices yell out more,

More Terror Tonight.
This is about many that have issues in life. My part of this is very small and I do see the light.
436 · May 2017
Your Life
Willard Wells May 2017
We seem to keep looking for something better in life. More money, a bigger house or a nicer car. Looking at the happiness in my life, I can have no regrets or the happiness I feel may not have been achieved. Take time to reflect on what you have. Do you really need more? When you leave this earthly place, you're taking nothing of physical substance with you. You leave as you came in, with nothing. So maybe you do have all you really need to live the rest of your life? Peace be with you this day.
434 · Jan 2016
Perceived Perceptions
Willard Wells Jan 2016
I was considering the perception
of my expectations of what I have perceived.

Then after consideration of my perceived,
perceptions of the expectations,

I changed my expectations perceived,
so my perceptions would not interfere.

With any of my perceived,
expectations that were a perception.
Goof time to twist my mind or maybe the other way around.
434 · Oct 2015
Finding the Light
Willard Wells Oct 2015
Sun no longer
shining in the sky.
Clouds taking over
blocking the blue.

Sadness and despair
comes around me now.
Lack of light
and cold in the air.

Winter is near
and depression close behind.
Looking at every day
as a dark night within my life.

Darkness and lack of light
bring me sadness and grief.
In my mind thoughts
run deep into darkness.

I cannot despair
or lose my mind.
I must pull together
and find the light.
432 · Jul 2018
The Gathering
Willard Wells Jul 2018
I have awoken at an early hour, Early morning or earlier than I want, but the gathering has begun. It appears in clusters as they say, as the pain gently taps, almost an absent thought, but if not aware, taking over all focus or any thoughts beyond the pain. I see the dark on the other side of the blade as I look over the edge of the crevasse trying not to go too far into the depth of my pain. It has been many years with a dance of doctors, drugs, along with a little experimentation along the way. A form of self-imposed self-medication. Avoiding the dark on of that side is to avoid the doctor's opiates advise.
431 · Feb 2017
Emptiness
Willard Wells Feb 2017
Time fly’s by as the year’s pass.
Looking to find what I have missed,
in this, life’s journey.
Looking back at my beginning.
Where it all began for me as a child.

Looking for friends from playgrounds.
Acquaintances of the past, that I have missed.
In a town, I once knew, to be my home.
Vision of my youth
As shadows of time appear.

Coming back, searching now within
the cobwebs of my mind.
I find It was just another place,
A time, that I passed through.
There is nothing there for me at this time,

But of dreams long passed.
428 · Jul 2015
Refugee
Willard Wells Jul 2015
Morning comes early in the camp,
as we wake to another day.
Collecting water is what comes first,
so we can wash and cook before we play.

Our home is a tent,
among a thousand more.
Leaving our town and friends behind
in an effort to stay alive and nothing more.

Five days in the desert
we escaped a brutal land.
Crossing the border
to find a new peaceful land.

We have no money
or worldly goods.
But, with mother, father and sister too,
we are still a family with love.

Looking for a Home!
423 · Jan 2017
Beat of My Heart
Willard Wells Jan 2017
First seeing her vision made my heart skip a beat.
In awe of the beauty before my eyes.
Years have passed but my heart still skips a beat,
Holding her close makes my life complete.
423 · Jan 2016
Cindy
Willard Wells Jan 2016
Cindy

My days of life are very simple with nothing too complicated to ruin my days. Traveling to destinations around the world. Just enjoying life with all the pleasures, there are to have. Reading great words and attempting my own. With my camera to document my beautiful world.

Yet as I go about my  life with joy, happiness and good health, my friend is sick, cancer came back. Raising its ugly head, after a long battle with remission for a time. Life getting back to normal, after words that she's cured.

Now life stops once again in a surreal world. Focus of a laser is her mind as she strikes back to win the battle again, once and for all. God by her side with family and friends standing together, holding hands, with a prayer to God to lend a little extra helping hand.

Maybe we all can add a little prayer for Cindy and all that fight this battle to win.

Prayers and good wishes to you my dear friend Cindy.
415 · Jul 2016
Goodbye To The Pearl
Willard Wells Jul 2016
My final night standing on the rooftop,
looking out over the city of Manila.
Clouds hanging heavy overhead,
streets wet from a late night rain.

Knowing this is my last night
with the beautiful people
I have met on my journey,
a sadness descends over me.

Reflections of my journey
fill my mind as I sleep.

Then as the dawn comes,
I awaken to sunrise for
the last time with
the Philippine Sea in the distance.

A new day for millions of people,
struggling to make a meager existence,
often from the trash around them,
hoping for just one meal for their family.

You give a few pesos hoping
to help a few, but knowing
the struggle will continue,
but with a happiness that escapes most of my world.

So as my final day has arrived,
heading to a jet plane,
I will never forget the
friends I have made.

The smiles I have seen,
happy people who have faith,
to take on another day,
with hope, that their day will come.

I will leave a little piece
of my heart, mind, and soul,
with the beautiful people,
that have touched me deeply.

So now I do not say goodbye, but until we meet again my friends.
After one month in the Philippines
415 · Nov 2015
Thoughtful Refrain
Willard Wells Nov 2015
Hearing the term
marching to the
beat of a different drummer,
that thought did
not bother me.

Feeling quit secure
in what I thought,
of what was the norm,
but it appears I
may have been wrong.

Years have past
and by surprise
a miracle or two,
and a God that said,
Let him chill just a bit.

So still here after
many years and still
I ask am I getting it right?
Well the fact that I am still
gives me pause.

Since right or wrong, at least I am here to sing a sad song.
" In my Head............Maybe not wise? "
413 · Aug 2016
Another Day of Hunger
Willard Wells Aug 2016
Sun rising slowly
over the Philippine sea.
Many hungry mouths to feed.

Only 10 pesos for food this day.
Noodles or rice to share if lucky,
will be the only food.

Smiles all around
as a meal is shared.
We will not go to bed hungry this night.
" Many Philippine friends going without food. "
413 · Nov 2015
Paris 11/13/2015
Willard Wells Nov 2015
as the day ends now
we lost more lives around world
values of life gone

keep watch when you walk
beware when out and about
pray for peace on earth

in the name of faith
since beliefs someones birth rights
some meet God tonight
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