Don't be so quick to give your heart to anyone.
                                     *You're giving them a loaded gun.

When you left me
My friends gathered around.
Living without her won’t **** you.
They said.
But what won’t **** me
Aches day and night inside my chest.
What won’t **** me
Has tears running down my face.
What won’t **** me
Fills me with scars that never heal.
What won’t **** me
Makes me hide away from the world
What won’t **** me
Makes me want to **** myself.

"All we do is hurt each other"

When will I learn?
I should have worked out
My fate won't turn
Just becuase you're around
When will I see?
That things won't change
So many years it's been
Things are still the same
When will I know?
That it won't last
I need to let go
Of you and the past
I know I'll learn
When you leave me in pain
My tears will burn
And my heart will break again

The windows of the plane are tiny
Normally they would make me feel anxious
and claustrophobic
but not today

It's raining
the sky is gray and I feel like I've been punched in the stomach too many times and now it's numb
My mouth is dry and most likely it'll only get drier

I said "I love you. I'll miss you."
and we parted ways.