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“Faithful to the end” Amended
From the Heavenly Clause—
Constancy with a Proviso
Constancy abhors—

“Crowns of Life” are servile Prizes
To the stately Heart,
Given for the Giving, solely,
No Emolument.
—
“Faithful to the end” Amended
From the Heavenly clause—
Lucrative indeed the offer
But the Heart withdraws—

“I will give” the base Proviso—
Spare Your “Crown of Life”—
Those it fits, too fair to wear it—
Try it on Yourself—

it’s like my body is a roller coaster
there
for anyones pleasure
what goes up
must come down
so enter me without any thought
until the ride is over and you can walk
away
power and strength all in your possession
and i am left with
nothing

because who wants to thank me
for the acceleration
the quickening of breath
the energy
the never ending rush of excitement

who wants to spend a few extra minutes on this roller coaster
smiling
with thankful eyes
maybe returning the favor?
oiling my gears and making me
sigh with pleasure
rather than
squeaking with pain?

but that is to much to ask

once you’ve reached the end,
and what was once up is now down,
and your heart is slowing its pace

you can go find another ride
another roller coaster
that will take you for a few spins
for a few minutes of satisfaction
until it is over and you’re tired

and i’m tired

but who cares
because the next ride starts now
and what goes up
must come down

When I awake in the morning to your beautiful face.
I thank God everyday that I have made it to this place.
When I'm with you there's not one thing that I would change.
When I'm not with you I feel like my whole life has been rearranged.
You've broken my heart and that's the worse pain.
I spend my days with the thought of you driving me insane.
I know that nothing and nobody is ever going to be perfect.
But I have to admit that if it came to loving you then I'd be your number one suspect.
I pray for the day that I can hold you again.
And I pray for the day that your once again my best friend.
So until that day I will continue to dream.
That you will be in my arms just like a cone that's filled with ice cream.
Prayers are made and god answers them.
You're my number one prayer since I can remember when.
Please God respond to me and guide me down the path.
And lead me to her so I can put this pain in the past.