Dear beloved,

This is to tell you that I am missing you really bad. I know just a few moments earlier we took a break after hours and hours of talking. Still, I don't know why but, I'm missing you.
I have never been addicted to anything in my life. But now, it seems like the craving for your presence is irresistible. I can't stop thinking about you.
I can't get the beautiful face of yours off my eyes. It's like wherever I look, your picture is pasted there and I just keep staring there mesmerized.
I can't understand how, from miles away, you are able to touch my soul, my heart & even you were able to steal it from me. Now, It's impossible to think of anything else. I don't know what kind of sorcery is this but my love for you is increasing exponentially.
So, if my letter and my words have reached to you and your heart then, kindly come back because it's now getting harder to spend a minute without you.

Yours always.

Today, I'm flying so high.
High up in the sky.
Above the bed of clouds.
Above the mountains and
the blue oceans.
From here I could even see
the curvature of this earth.

Today, my pursuit of happiness is complete.
I feel like the happiest man on earth.
I have got a wide and blushing smile
that is not getting off my face.
I can feel the pounding of my heart
inside my chest I don't know how.
But believe me, this feeling is amazing.

I was this inconspicuous creature before.
Like no one has ever noticed.
But today, I've got so many eyes on me.
Some eyes are surprised while
others are jealous.
And In the midst of all of this,
I can't resist the feeling of blossoming
love inside me.

And there's this woman I love,
The most beautiful that words aren't enough
To describe her beauty.
Beauty of heart and soul which only
I've seen.
I fear that this world would steal her away.
I want to scream her name, out loudly,
But at the same time, I want no one to know about her.

So, today I'm flying really high
without any wings.
I don't care how drastic the fall is gona be.
All I know now is, I am above everything.
Because
today is the day when nothing seems wrong.
Today, I am in love.

I'm thinking a long way ahead,
When we'll take a long time to get off the bed.

If we laugh a lil harder our teeth would come out.
And for taking a selfie, we won't even need an artificial pout.

Standing in front of a mirror I would pretend I don't know how to tie a tie.
And looking at you secretly and waiting for you to do it for me even after knowing my lie.

While reading newspaper in my rocking chair and you would be knitting sweaters.
Simultaneously, we would look at each other smiling, is the only thing that matters.

Getting ready for a wedding ceremony I would look like a grumpy old man.
Then looking at you coming downstairs in a beautiful dress is now my only plan.

Dancing at a romantic song and suddenly hearing the sound of cracking bone.
Then sitting back to the sofa, you would say that you've warned me & meanwhile I would groan.

I see this future where both of us are together until our last breath.
I have already imagined us together now please you do the math.

So, we're playing a game of "Let's ignore each other" for a while...
Ok, I get that.
I know you think that I started it.
But sorry that was not because I was ignoring you or because of my ego.
Actually, I'm always afraid of facing you.
I have always thought that you might not say even a "HI". I've always thought myself relatively inferior than you.
I might not be upto your standards that's what goes in my thoughts whenever I pass by you or see you in public.

And now all those cold looks you're giving me is bothering me a little.
You know what, I'm not good at this game.
I, somehow, take a glimpse of your face while passing by, hoping you would also do the same.
But No!.
Your eyeballs don't even move a bit. Like I don't even exist.
I've always wished to be invisible.I guess I'm now but, only to specific people.
You're really good at this game.
I hope you keep playing this way. You will definitely win.

Something is missing in our conversation.
Is it the trust that you lost in me?
Something has changed in our relation.
Don't you notice or don't you wanna see?

There was a spice before which is now gone.
The words now seems totally fake.
There was something that's why we used to cling to the phone.
Will you please tell me what's bothering you for God sake?

I know the fault was mine but see I came back.
Now all I want from you is to forgive me please.
The future of our relation seems totally black.
If you want I'll apologize by bending on my knees.

I know it's hard but could you please become the same?
I don't like this new & bad change in you.
I know it's not like some kid's game.
But the words between us seems very few.