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Mar 2020 Marymay21

tell me

Mar 2020 Marymay21

lynn

tell me

tell me how
the most broken
beaten down
torn up
stripped to the flesh
people

could ever get back up
brush off the dirt
and carry on
like nothing ever
happened.

#hopeless #broken #sad #depressed #depression #struggling #low

Mar 2020 Marymay21

ocean

Mar 2020 Marymay21

eli

ocean

you are my ocean,
but i can't just dive into you,
anymore.

because you are my ocean.
and too much of you,
will make me
           d
                r
                   o
                       w
                           n...

i am stupid, he is my ocean, i'm hurting, but i still dive, deeper and deeper.

#love #heavy #sad #ocean #deep #drown #you

Mar 2020 Marymay21

you get a call

Mar 2020 Marymay21

Gray

you get a call

you get a call
it’s too early
but too late all at once

you get a call
it is after midnight
he has the bottle in hand

you get a call
it is early morning
the pills are down his throat

you get a call
it’s one am
he tells you not to worry

you get a call
you don’t know how to feel
he says he’s done the bottle
(you don’t know if he means the pills or the water)

you get a call
you don’t know what to do

you get a call
it ends too soon

based off the time when my friend called me during a suicide attempt

#suicide #overdose #sad #depression #sadness

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